Burn (Todoroki, Deku, Bakugou, Kirishima X Suicidal Reader)

Chapter Twenty-Two 💔 / Tacenda

Kirishima's POV-

I feel Yn get closer and closer to me as my face turns even more red. I draw closer to them too and eventually, our worlds collide. Their lips crash against mine in a bravura dance as I hold them close. We kiss for what seems to be an eternity, yet also for what seems to be not long enough. When we pull away though, they immediately start to apologize. I hold their hands "Hey, hey, it's okay. Is this going too fast for you? We can slow this down if you need. I'm here for you" I tell them, rubbing circles on the tops of their hands. They nod hesitantly "It's just- all of this, it's so much. It's new to me." They try to explain. I nod understandingly "I get it, it's alright. Take a breath, I got you." They nod, taking a deep breath "I'm sorry. I really, really like you.. I just don't think I'm ready for all of this." They apologize. I smile softly at Y/n "You don't have to apologize for anything, it's okay. I'll be here,you can take your time." I assure them. I look at them, they're beautiful, like a greek god/goddess. For them I could wait forever. They end up in my arms "Thank you" they tell me softly. "Of course, you deserve the best" I hold them close knowing they need this, they aren't in a state to be alone.

-Y/n's POV-

My head is spinning, I don't know what's wrong with me. Why did I do that? Do I even like him like that? Am I leading him on? How can I even love him or anyone if I don't even love myself?! How is any of this fair?! I just wish I was normal! "hey, hey Y/n. It's okay, listen to the sound of my voice" I hear Kirishima's muffled voice. It feels like I'm in a hurricane, I can hardly breathe, what is wrong with me?!

"Y/n it's going to be okay, tell me five things you can see" Kirishima tells me firmly. It's odd, why does it matter what I see right now? Regardless I look around and answer him "The closet door... You.. my hands.. the walls.. and the light under the door?" I think he smiles at me, I can barely tell

"Good, four things you can feel. This is so odd, why does any of this matter? "You.. my clothes.. the floor.. and the air?" He nods, rocking me slightly

"Very good, you're doing amazing. Tell me three things you can hear Y/n, you got this." It's a bit frustrating why is he asking all of this?! It makes no sense! "Your voice, everyone outside, my heart beating." He continues to rock me back and forth

"Amazing, you're doing such a good job. What are two things you can taste?" He asks. I'm starting to get annoyed "The candy we had and my spit."

" Wonderful, just a bit-" I cut him off " What are you doing? Why all the questions?! It isn't hel-" I then realize it. I stopped panicking, I started breathing normal again. "you- how?" I'm stunned.

He chuckles "It's alright, it's a simple exercise my mom taught me to calm down. Do you feel better?" I nod slowly. "That's- wow."

He nods "I'm here for you. I may not fully understand what you're going through or the struggles you've been facing but I promise you Y/n, I will never leave you."

Kirishima's words bring me a sense of comfort I haven't felt in the longest time. I'm about to thank him before Billy open the door "WHATCHA DOIN? KISSIN?" He yells teasingly. He then smacks me on the top of the head and then runs. I get up, giving chase as Kirishima laughs at the antics.

Right as I'm about to get Billy, he hides behind Bakugou "Ah ah ah! You wouldn't risk hurting your friend would you?" Billy grins. Bakugou however, pushes Billy out towards me. I give Bakugou a soft smile before I jump on Billy, smacking him back. "Traitor!" He squeaks at Bakugou who just rolls his eyes "You're a grown ass man, fight your own battles." Billy huffs as he sits back down "Your turn then Pomeranian" "HAAAH?! WHAT DID YOU YOU CALL ME?!" Before the two get into a fight, something that happens very often with Bakugou, I put a hand on his shoulder "Just spin the bottle, it'll be okay" like always, he softens. He just grabs the bottle. Midoriya looks shocked for some reason too. The bottle spins and spins until it finally leans on someone.. me