Daughter of a Wolff | Formula One

75. Is this the end?

I moved off Daniels lap and back to my feet, turning round to help him stand. This couldn't have looked worse, I had stormed out of his teammates room after he shared some big news with us and now I was hiding away sitting on Daniels lap crying.

"Tell me what Olivia" Charles shouted and I flinched at the sound, he didn't ever get angry with me with that tone. I felt my heart drop and in that moment I knew exactly how much I had fucked up. I moved toward him but he held out his palm. "Tell me fucking what"

"Charles"

"Tell me Olivia are you Fucking him"

"What"

"Charles mate that's-" Daniel spoke but it only enraged the situation.

"Don't fucking mate me. Are you fucking him, are you going to leave me"

"Charles no that's-" tears had started to fall and I was helpless to stop them.

"Charles calm down" Arthur placed his hand on his brothers shoulder but Charles brushed him off. "Fuck the both of you" Charles shouted and stormed off.

"Liv" Daniel said softly and placed a hand on my shoulder.

"Don't, I don't need your sympathy. It's my fault, he deserves to be angry at me. Please go and get in the car, you're going to get in trouble"

"Your not ok, I don't want to leave you"

"I'm going to find my mom, thank you for being there whenever I need you. Your friendship is..."

"I know.... it will work out with Charles, you just have to tell him"

"I think he's past the point of coping with my crises"

"Liv he loves you, we all do, you bring yourself down too much"

"Daniel go and get in the car" I started to push against him and he finally gave in, waved goodbye and blew a kiss to me.

I felt my last breath catch and the emotion of what just happened hit me hard. I walked through the paddock in sight of the Mercades garage in search of salvation. I walked through looking for Susie to get her to come talk with me. It took one look of my face for her to come pacing over to me and pulling me into her safe embrace.

"I've ruined everything, I just lost everything" I cried and she gripped me tightly.

We moved to the motor home and into dads office for some privacy. Susie got me a coffee and some tissues before sitting down with me. "What's going on darling"

"I've messed everything up" I cried, "I was so scared of loosing Charles that I ended up pushing him away"

"What do you mean?"

"The bleeding... it wasn't just a period.
I had a miscarriage"

"Oh darling I'm so sorry, why didn't you tell us?"

"I couldn't, i didn't want to face the fact it had even happened. I didn't think it would hurt this much. I didn't know I was pregnant till I was loosing the baby. It was an accident, my implant needed changing but I didn't know. I was only a few weeks along so I thought I could just push it out of my mind and forget it. But I couldn't." I cried into my hand as a sense of relief came over me, I needed to tell her everything that happened. We talked for a while about everything right up to the argument with Charles. We talked till I stopped crying and decided what to do next.

"So you'll give him the letter and tell him about the miscarriage. Make sure he knows I'm not sleeping with Daniel please"

"I really think you should tell him"