Through It All(PTX)

4-Scandals

Avi POV

I hugged Mitch, "You'll be okay. It will all be fine."
"No it won't!" Mitch argued with tears streaming down his face.
"Why not?"
"That's not all that happened." He looked towards the ground.
"It's not?"
"I...I saw Brinley and Scott making out." First she falsely accuses me of cheating then does it herself! And with Scott? What the hell did she put in his drink. He would never do that right?

"It's okay."
"How are you just magically cool with it? This is your girlfriend!"
"I don't know." I shrugged. Honestly I wasn't suprised at all. "Come on Mitch, let's go report this."
"But..."
"C'mon." I pulled him upstairs and we drove off to the police station.

Scott POV

"I'm sorry Brin, I can't do this to Avi..." I pulled away. I've already done enough damage.
"Avi will never know, I'll make sure of it." Brinley pulled me closer to her.
"I feel horrible, but I really like you Brin." Something about her made me want to stay.
"You already know how I feel about you." She smiled.

"Um... am I interrupting or something?" Kirstie.... shit.
"No, I was just fixing his tie, no worries Kirst." Brinley covered for me and I've never been more grateful.
"We don't have a car to leave..." Kirst said.
"What do you mean?" I asked.
"Mitch left insanely fast and took the car."
"So we'll just get a taxi!"
"No! Something has to be wrong. Mitch never leaves early."
"Why don't you go back, Kirstie, and take Kevin with you! Scott and I will stay here in case Mitch comes back." Brin suggested with a smirk.
"Good thinking, I'll text if we find him." Kirstie went off to find Kevin.

"Honestly, I just wanted more time with you." Her blue eyes glazed directly into mine.
"But what if somethings wrong with Mitch?"
"He can handle himself, he's an adult now."
"He could be hurt or something!"
"He'll be fine! It's like you too are dating or something. But you're clearly not gay..."
"I'm allowed to be worried about my fellow band members."
"You need to stop worrying, let's get wasted." She dragged me towards the bar, flashing her signature smirk.

Mitch POV

By the time we arrived at the police station it was slightly after two in the morning.
"Don't you boys know how late it is?" The head-police officer said.
"Yes but this is urgent." Avi stated. I think it can wait. "My friend was sexually assaulted."
"I can speak for myself, thanks. I was raped."
"I'm afraid we can file a report but that's all we can do." The officer stated and Avi frowned.
"That's fine." I gave him my basic information like my name and address."
"Do you know who raped you?"
"My ex-boyfriend Charlie." Avi's eyes grew wide.
"Would you like to file a restraining order?"
"Yes." Avi said, standing straighter.
"It's okay Avi..."
"No. I don't want to see him ever again."

I allowed Avi to help the officer with the restraining order. They'll call Charlie down to the office to inform him tomorrow. I feel absolutely disgusting. I never thought I'd see him again... he's clearly changed.

Avi put his arm around my shoulder as we left the station. "How do you feel?"
"Disgusting." I scrunched up my nose.
"You didn't deserve this. No one does. I'm sorry, Mitch."
"It's not your fault. I'm just glad someone cares."
"I'll always care, Mitch. Don't you worry." I smiled in return.

We drove back home and we're immediately confronted by Kirstie and Kevin.
"Mitch! There you are! We had no idea where you were!" Kirstie breathed.
"I'm fine, don't worry."
"You should probably tell them." Avi whispered and I shook my head. Not yet.
"Tell us what?" Damn you Kevin.
"Nothing." Just then Brinley and Scott stumbled into the house.

"Oh god." Avi said as he caught Brinley who nearly fell to the floor. He detached her from Scott and carried her upstairs. Kevin helped Scott to his room. We have a show tomorrow... they should know better then to get crazy drunk.

Avi POV
(trigger warning)

Kirstie and Kevin care way more about Mitch than they ever will with me. They don't even notice when I randomly leave a meeting or sit in my room all day. They just don't care. I walked into the bathroom. If I were them I would not care either. I'm hideous and just make the group worse. They would probably benefit if Ieft.

I glanced at the razor on the counter. The urge compelled me to pick it up but I didn't press it to my skin. I deserve this. I deserve to die. I'm hideous and untalented and make everything worse. Even my girlfriend would rather be with Scott. I put the blade to my skin and slide it smoothly against my arm. It stung like hell but the pain was only temporary. I did it twice more than sank to the floor. I'm ashamed. I'm ashamed that I always hold the group down. I'm ashamed that I only have a girlfriend because she's forcing me into the relationship. I'm especially ashamed that I can't into even perform without wanted to cry. I'm just a whimp.

I dropped the razor on the ground and left the bathroom. By now it was a little after four in the morning. I could leave now and never come back. Everyone is asleep anyways. No... I'll give it a few more days. Maybe things will magically get better and we'll all live happily ever after.

Restless, I unlocked my phone and scrolled through my instagram comments. People hate me... everyone hates me. All the negative comments struck me and I felt my eyes began to water. I don't know how much longer I can take this. It's one thing getting anonymous hate, but from your own girlfriend? Your "best friends" don't even care anymore.

I want to die.

A/N: This one's kinda short but I really wanted to update because it's been a while! Disclaimer: I truly think Avi is incredible and do not mean anything negative said against him. Also: Charlie will be important soon so don't forget about him!