Made For You - Osasuna

Wait For Me

( A/N : includes self harm , suicide related thoughts and pain . If you don't like those topics then watch something you are more comfortable with , hope you enjoy ! )

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Suna Pov

I'm hungry...I'm tired... it's cold...it's dark..it's lonely... Im on a cold dirty floor of a dark room , and to add to that I'm chained up as well .

I had been sitting here for hours , barley able to keep myself awake

" just ...wait a little longer "

I would say those words every now and again, anytime I felt like passing out

' Nozomi is a smart kid ...she will find a way and so will Samu '

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' But ...what if I make it easier for them , By not being able to do anything again'

" Shut up . Just wait a little longer ...I can't rush them and they know they can't rush this "

In attempt to ignore my thoughts I looked up to try and make out the room but... It was so dark I could only see 2 feet ahead of me , I can see my arms , legs and clothes . I had a white over sized , ripped up shirt and short black shorts

' I'm so tired ... Can I sleep now ? ...Can I close my eyes and rest ... '

I shook my head to try and shake the tiredness

" No . You'll be fine just ...wait "

I held my head In my hands ,With every passing minute my eyelids got heavier and heavier...

' I can't... '

I then bit my tongue as hard as I could

' No . Don't you dare fall asleep damnit...if you sleep that may fuck up the plan that your sister has been working on for 2 years ...'

I then started to look at my arms and legs full of bruises

' Bruises and tongue bitting won't help for long , I need something long lasting something that will ...sting,
... maybe '

The chains around my legs and wrists caught my eye , they weren't plastic or fake so ... Maybe they'll do the trick . My gaze followed up the chain until I saw the wall the chain was attached to, there was a sharp looking thing keeping it on the wall ....That would definitely do the trick

" Don't you dare back away , you gotta do this...for Nozomi and ... for Samu "

I started to make my way towards the thing . Once I was right infront of it I lifted my arm right up to it . I didn't want to imagine how much I knew this was gonna hurt but I had no choice but to do it

" 3....2.....1....now "

I then swiftly yanked my arm down

...

I hissed in pain as I did everything in my power to not make any loud noises . It was hard , it hurt way more then I thought it would with a tear field smile I thought

' I WILL see my sister and Boyfriend again , no matter what  '

Im gonna be free from that bastard ...

I sat there for a minute trying to get my mind mostly off the pain

My dumbass failed that as soon as I looked at the cut

' Good ... I didn't hit a vein .... Ahhhh!!, DAMNIT, Suna you Fucking DUMBASS ! '

I looked up wincing as quietly as possible , after a moment the pain went away...ish . I then slowly looked down at my arm and back up in thought , with a deadpan face I realized

How am I gonna stop the bleeding? .....

' shit '

I looked around, of course my dumbass also forgot how dark it was and the fact that I was the only thing in there , well besides the chains

' what was the thing Nozomi said '

I thought to myself but soon my vision was blurry and my head was heavy

I closed my eyes to try and ease the dizziness

I curled up with my knees to my chest and was starting to freak out until...

" Come on dummy , I haven't seen you in years! Dont you dare give up now "

" Noz ?..."

I heard Nozomi's voice  , I looked up ... nobody was there

" C'mon Rin , we need you back . It too quiet now , keep fighting and don't give up on us "

" Samu ?"

I then closed my eyes and I saw my sister and Boyfriend smiling ....

I then open my eyes looking down at the ripped up shirt , taking the end of it I ripped off just enough to wrap up my arm

I then begun to wrap up the arm and I would wince every now and again but other then that it was pretty successful

I couldn't help but think of what Nozomi would say if she knew my condition

" Idiot, Look . Ya don't gotta worry , If ya keep fighting samu and I will save you "

" Alright Noz , I'll fight ... I wouldn't dare to take away the chance of you going to our wedding"

" Good ... And you better have the best proposal planned out ! "

" Only the best "

We would both then laughed lightly ... after a moment tears started to form in my eyes as I smiled sadly and said

" I miss ya Noz . You always stuck near me and never dared to abandon me , and even when you are miles away you still managed to come up with a plan to save me . I love ya Noz , don't forget it "

A few tears fell as I started to think of samu , I knew what he would say

" Come on stinky ...I need you "

" I know smelly ... I'll be home soon "

I laughed a little thinking about how clingy he could be sometimes . After a while I started to think back on everything that has happened. It has been so long sense I have seen Nozi , I won't let anything get in the way of me seeing her

" Noz....Samu......Wait for me"