He came in my room, stared at every corner of my room like he's trying ti find something different. He looked different, but at the same time he looked the same. I mean he still had those emerald green eyes that where stuck in my memory while i wish i forgot them. Two minutes passed and i could feel my blood boiling, i was angry. Angry that he left me, angry that he hurt me , angry that i let him hurt me !
"So? Explain Jaylan , I don't have all day you know."
He looked at me kinda surprised. I never talked to him liked that, the old me, the Elsa he knew would never talk to him or anyone like that. But when he left so has she.
I raised my eyebrow at him waiting for him to explain.
"Uhm, I'm sorry Elly I really am. I know I hurt you I didn't do it o purp-" SNAP, that's where I snapped.
"Would you for once in your life just tell me truth? You didn't hurt me on purpose ? Than why did you leave like that Jaylan? Why did you go without even say goodbye to me? Your best friend? You broke your promise! And you broke me with it. So just leave Jay I don't even want to know why you did it."
"NO. I'm not gonna leave without explaining myself you deserve it. I'm gonna tell you everything and you're gonna hear whether you like it or not Elly! "
"Don't make me hurt you Jay, don't make me. I'm not the same girl you knew two years ago if I'm not ready to hear you then I'm not ready give a girl some space , who knows maybe i need another two years . Just go try again next time , or don't I don't even care anymore." Something flashed in his eyes ,hurt I could tell that I hurt him like he did to me.
With that I turned around and went in my bathroom, had a long nice bath to clear my thoughts, at least to try and clear my thoughts. He looked broken when I told him to go. The look in his eyes was clear that the words i used stung , but I'm not ready to hear him yet.
I got out of the shower get dressed wash my teeth and hot out of the bathroom to find an envelope on my pillow on the pillow he used to sleep in when he used to sleep here. I grabbed it ,it had more then 1 paper I could feel it . When I opened it , it had like 20 A4 paper all with Jay's handwriting , front and back all full of words. I wasn't ready to hear him but I wanted to know why. So I grabbed the first paper and begin reading.
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RomanceJeylan Henlan , my best friend since we were in diapers , our mums were best friends them selfs so they raised us together , that is before his parents got divroced and my so called best friend was forced to leave with his dad but now he's 18 I mean...
