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chapter 4- everything.

As I got out the door I could hear my mum's long sigh. I know that I gave them a hard time these past years my parents and my brothers. I got out of my thoughts as I saw Jay at his front porch with his head in his hands. I did something that I didn't want to do but I guess it was something I was used to do when we were best friends .

''Jay!'' his head snapped at me and I froze. I saw something that I hadn't seen in a long time, since his cat died to be precise. Jaylan was crying , the thing is that Jay never cries in front of people, so if he's crying now something bad happened . I jogged to him , he didn't say anything .So I sat next him , '' what's wrong Jay ? '' he looked at me tears streaming down his face , he shook his head . He looked broken . ''I'm sorry El, I'm really sorry.'' He kept crying and I hugged him .

He was shaking '' stop crying and just talk ok , just talk .'' I can feel him nodding, he was calming down, as I was gonna let go of the hug , he hugged me tighter ''no , don't let go yet please'' I could barely hear him , so I pulled him closer and just hugged him , and then he hiccupped . I chuckled '' you okay now ?''

''no''

''tell me what's wrong then ''

''I lost everything El, '' he whispered, what did he lose?

''you didn't lose everything Jay"

"I did , I lost you Ally, I might as well lose everything."

"I'm not everything Jay, and any way you didn't lose me entirely either, if so I wouldn't be here, huggjng you and skipping class for you."

" Can you hear me out then ? Please Elly , we'll go in my room and I tell you everything that happened in two years "

I let out a loud sigh " fine but, if I catch you in small lie I'm out Jay " I pulled away and stand up and looked at him , he eyes where almost out of there socket and staring at me like I just told him that he won the lottery.
"Really , you're giving me a chance ? Thankyou "
I juat shrugged and open his front door and went his room
" come on Jay , for today please !!!" I shouted at him he was still outside
I heard the door slaming shut and his foot step right after me

I sat on his bed , there's nothing different about his room big bed and black everything.

He came and sat infront if me on his black chair .

I didn't in a million years expect what just came out of his mouth.

" it all started with my dad being in love with your mum in high school, but he never told no one until two years ago right before the divorce happened, he um he went to tell your mum but my mum was there too so it disn't end well . You look alot like your mum and you know I look alot like my dad so he wanted me to go with him so you would hate me like your mum hates him , he wanted to ruin everything for me like everything was ruined for him. So yeah thats how it started..."
Damn!