>Sonic<
I woke up from the sun shining on my face I don't know when I went to bed but I was here now. After I looked in the mirror everything was one blur. I looked at the time and saw that school had already started. I don't feel like going, I can't bear to look Shadow in the eye after what happened yesterday.
-1 day earlier-
>Shadow<
Sonic had asked me to meet up with him. I would normally say no but my feelings say differently. When I went to the place and there he was standing against the tree in the middle of a lawn. Blossom petals fell around him and the bright light, I felt my heart beat faster, he had a bunch of flowers fast and his eyes closed.
I walked over to him and tapped his shoulder. He flinched and jumped sideways. What struck me was that he put the flowers behind his back as if I couldn't see them at first.
¨Toek you long enough¨
¨ug just get to the point, why did you want to talk¨
I wanted to know what he wanted to say, I started to get impatient.
"I asked you to come here because I wanted to ask you s-something."
Wow, In all the time I knew him he never stutters. Even though he was in a life-or-death situation, he never stuttered.
¨I wanted to ask if you¨
He paused and took a moment to himself before continuing.
¨want to be my boyfriend¨
When he said it he held out the flowers in front of me. He kept his eyes closed. I don't know what came over me but I got angry. Without thinking I punched him in the face. When he looked at me I picked up the flowers and threw them on the floor.
¨Do you think I will ever like someone like you¨
I said when I stomped on them. I DON'T KNOW WHAT I WAS DOING. I saw the pain in his eyes and quickly ran away before making it worse.
I didn't stop running until I got home, I slammed the door open and hit the wall with my fist. How could I do such a thing. I really hurt him. I spent the rest of the day angry with myself. This was my chance to tell him how I felt about him, this was the moment... and I blew it. Now he would never want to look at me again.
I went to bed with the idea of talking it out at school tomorrow and hopefully, he'll still listen to me.
God, i messed up
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Hanahaki disese -Sonadow-
Romance⚠️If you are highly sensitive, it's your own choice if you are reading this⚠️ Blood Self-injury Suicidal thoughts Self-blaming Insulting ⚠️it's your own choice if you are reading this⚠️ Sonic didn't want to go to school anymore. He couldn't see shad...
