>Shadow<
The 3rd period has already started but I haven't seen Sonic anywhere after class I walked to the auditorium unusual for me because I always have my pause on the school roof. I walked to Tails and saw that Sonic wasn't with him.
¨Tails, where is Faker ¨
¨Oh Sonic? He is at home, he texted me and said that he was not feeling well¨
Of course he would say something like that, I'm sure he'd be heartbroken. When I left him behind he already looked heartbroken. I felt a wind of guilt wash over me.
¨Did he also say something about when he would come to school again?¨
¨No, he only said that he was ill and could not come¨
I sighed and walked away. This is all my fault, isn't it? I hope I didn't break his heart too badly. I could just throw my feelings for him away, but he would never forgive me.
-1 day later-
>Sonic<
I wake up with a bad headache I look at my mobile and see that it is already 12pm. I overslept again. I don't care now, all I want is for the pain to go away. I got out of bed and went to the bathroom where I opened the little cupboard against the wall and took out a box of painkillers.
I took out 3 pills and filled a glass with water and took a sip then I chewed the pills and took a few more sips and looked in the mirror and saw that I had bags under my eyes and my quills were messy.
I took a brush and brushed my quills and speared a salve under my eyes as good as new. I thought my quills were sharp and I no longer have bags under my eyes. I looked at my phone and saw 44 messages from Tails alone and 6 missed calls.
I looked at the messages and it was all about when I will come back to school and if I felt better yet. I smiled a little from the feeling that someone cared about me and went to the kitchen. I prepared myself breakfast. I have a simple sandwich in my mind bread, cheese, tomato, pepper and salt.
I took a plate and put a slice of bread on it I prepared sliced cheese and put them on top I took a cutting board and knife and got a tomato I started to cut it into slices all of a sudden I felt my finger tingle and it did a little pain I looked at it and saw blood.
I don't know why but I kept looking at it while the blood fell on the tomatoes and I kept looking at it in a kind of trans until I heard my phone vibrate. I quickly took a cloth and wiped the blood off my finger.
I pick up my phone and it was Tails. I just answered before he would stop calling.
¨Sonic?¨
¨H-hay Tails, Ales alright?¨
"Yes, but it doesn't matter now. Are you all right, you didn't pick up when I called you and I was worried¨
¨Everything is good. I just feel a little down but I feel better already¨
¨That's good to hear, do you think you can come back to school tomorrow?¨
¨That... I don't know yet¨
¨Oh...Okay, do you mind if I came after school¨
¨I don't think that's necessary, I'm already doing better and I think I can come back to school soon¨
¨... Okay then, see you later then¨
¨Sie you¨
¨Bay¨
¨Bay¨
I hung up and put my cell phone down. I looked at the sandwich that wasn't ready and at the tomatoes. My blood floated over the tomato pieces. I returned to the kitchen and laid the tomato pieces onto the bread.
I wanted to grab some salt and pepper but couldn't find it when I heard a drop fall. My finger was still bleeding. I walked over to the sandwich and let the blood fall on it.
So beautiful I thought at the moment when the blood fell on the tomatoes.
When my finger stopped bleeding I wash it with water and put plaster around it.
I went back to the kitchen and got the sandwich I took out my phone and started scrambling through missed messages and began reading them while eating my sandwich.
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Hanahaki disese -Sonadow-
Romance⚠️If you are highly sensitive, it's your own choice if you are reading this⚠️ Blood Self-injury Suicidal thoughts Self-blaming Insulting ⚠️it's your own choice if you are reading this⚠️ Sonic didn't want to go to school anymore. He couldn't see shad...