Dead Dreams

CHAPTER 7: Apprehensive

P.s so sorry this chapter took so long! :c

Uzi's POV

     We had been throwing snowballs at eachother all day. We also did other things, like building a snowman, slamming eachothers faces in the snow, fun stuff like that. The sun was beginning to set, and I told V and N that I need to go back because I have school tomorrow. Yeah, I could just skip but, I need the grade. Plus, I don't want my dad sending out an entire search party to find me. Tch. Not like he would anyway.

     After I said goodbye to V and N, I was on my way back to the colony.

     V offered to fly me over there but, I wanted to walk. I wanted to clear my head, and get some thoughts sorted out. While I was walking, i was thinking about last night. It had only been a day I spent with her and my feelings seriously changed. I can't get the thought out of my head. I kept seeing the vision of her kissing me in my head, over, and over. I couldn't stop blushing at the fact either. What would N think though? I'm sure he would be fine with it. It's just... were completely different types of drones. Or what if my stupid transformation comes out again?? I don't wanna hurt her, or N. I don't want to loose my dad... but I don't necessarily care if something happened to him? Its complicated.

     The rest of the walk there was a battle in my head. My hands were in my pockets while I was walking with a normal pase. The snow was pretty heavy tonight. The wind was fast aswell. I liked the sound of the snow when I stepped on it. It was a soft crunch, it was really satisfying. The wind had a soft whistle to it, but i didn't exactly focus on it as much.

     I arrived at the doors not much later. One of the WDF workers opened the door, just enough room for the upper half of his body to be seen. After he seen it was just me, he opened the door all the way for me to come in. After I came in, everyone at the table just stared at me. I felt uncomfortable. I exchanged a glare at them in response, then I was on my way to my room.

     I ran into a few other drones on the way back. They just walked away, or payed no attention to me. I liked how they all moved out of my way, I don't like any of them anyway.

     My dad wasn't home, guess he has a late shift tonight. I let out a sigh before walking off to my room. I walked over to my shelf, and grabbed an anime to watch. After I put the disk in, I crawled up onto my bed, and layed down. I started thinking about V again. I had a huge desire for her right now. I wanted her to be next to me. I wanted to feel her hugs again. It was a while of me watching anime before I actually went into sleep mode. I was just hoping I didn't have another nightmare.

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*Beep. Beep. Beep. Beep.*
     I woke up to my systems alarm. I felt a wash of relief when I realized I didn't have another nightmare. It was a good feel. Buttt, the relief quickly went away when I realized I had to get ready for school.

     I let out a long groan before I started climbing down my ladder. I walked over to the mirror, and brushed out my hair. I didn't really care to get it perfect, just enough to get it untangled. When that was done, I grabbed my beanie, and put it on. I gave myself a thumbs up in the mirror, cause' I can.

     Before I forget, I put my anime back into the case for it, and put it back on my shelf. Then I put on my boots, and grabbed my bag.

     When I walked out the door, I stared in my room for a few minutes making sure I had everything, and mentally preparing myself for the day. I hope no one mentions what happened at camp. I don't want to be reminded. My dad was no where to be found, not like I was looking for him. I let out one more annoyed sigh before I was on my way to stupid ol' class.