i love you 🥀

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It's not true

Killua chased after them, trying to stop them from running away.

Tell me I've been lied to

"Wait! Y/N, stop!" He grabbed their hand.
"I love you."

Crying isn't like you

Killua began to slow down his breath

What the hell did I do

Tears flooded down his face, like glass shattering as the droplets hit to the floor.

Never been the type to

"I love you so much! I can't explain it, your my everything Y/—" they cut him of quickly "Stop!" They began to cry, sob even.

Let someone see right through

"Please, anything but that! Anything, anything, anything!" They shouted as emotions slid down their face. Their heart rate quickening and their breathing getting rockier.

Maybe won't you take it back

"W-what.. why?" Killua's arms Fell to his sides.
"Just.. just take it back.. please."

Say you were tryna make me laugh

"No.. no, I love you!" Killua tried to get closer, but
Y/N only resisted by shoving him away.

And nothing has to change today

"Stay away from me!" Killua took In a sharp breath, his lip quivered and he whipped the tears from his face.

You didn't mean to say

"But.." killua looked at Y/N's eyes, filled with emotion.

I love you

"You can't love me."

I love you and I don't want to

"I can, i promise I can do everything in my power to-" killua was once again cut off.
"No.. it's not you killua, I'm just scared."

Up all night

They swung their arms back roughly, making a snapping sound with the cloth of their outfit.

On another red eye

"Y/N..." killua stared with sympathetic eyes.

I wish we never learned to fly

"What are you scared of..?" Killua took a step forward.

Maybe we should just try

"I'm scared I'm going to hurt you!" They finally stated.  "I hate myself killua. I don't know what's going to happen to me, and I don't want it to affect you because... because I care about you!"

To tell ourselves a good lie

Y/N spoke quickly. "Do you.. love me?" Killua asked. Y/N looked to the side, then back up. "I.." they began, "i don't know." They lied. Killua began to quietly sob again.

I didn't mean to make you cry

"No.. no no.. I'm sorry killua I didn't mean to..." killua forced a smile. "It's okay, i get it."

Maybe won't you take it back

"U-uh.." he stuttered and whipped his tears away, just for them to flood back out.  "I'll see you then... right?"

Say you were tryna make me laugh

"Killua.." Y/N breathed out. He pretended like he was okay, when he obviously wasn't.

And nothing has to change today

Killua turned around and waved. "Bye!" He held his head low and began to walk home in the pouring rain.

I didn't mean to say

Y/N dropped to their knees and slammed their head into their hands. they began to weep.

I love you

Water droplets trickled down Y/N's hair as they lay on the concrete floor.

Oh I love you, and I don't want to

They bashed there fists into the ground, taking a large breath in, just to audibly howl while crying.

The smile that you gave me even when you felt like dying

Y/N stood up, Then began to run toward killua, trying to stop him, unable to utter a sound. Suddenly, they crashed into him, making the two topple to the ground.

We fall apart as it gets dark

Y/N wrapped their shaky arms around him. The sun starts to set, leaving the sky pink and the horizon orange.

I'm in your arms in central park

The two said nothing, the just held eachother and silently cried. Killua rubbed Y/N's back and they rested there face against his shoulder.

There's nothing you could do or say

Y/N whimpered, then sucked in air.

I can't escape the way

"I love you" 
Y/N murmured into Killua's ear. Killua smiled softly and put one hand behind Y/N's head. "I love you too."

I don't want to

They knew they were dying soon, but told him anyways. How selfish.

But I love you

"Im sorry killua."

I love you...

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