Red People [English]

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And then the feeling of egoism in me deceived me.

°From believing that I am a bad person, I do not know myself.

°Because it was never the same to behave as selfish, and to be selfish.

°Every time I tried to do something for myself, my thoughts repressed me for doing something that would do me good.

°I was always pointed at and accused of being a bad person just for doing what's right for me.

°They blamed me for something that was not under my control.

°Why were they like that with me?
Why do you make me feel guilty?
Did I really do something wrong?
I was just looking for my peace of mind, but that wasn't an option for you.

°I could wither little by little just to not feel guilty.

°Sometimes he refuted them to the point of no more power.

°And that every time we sat down to talk and I expressed how I felt, I was to blame.

°That's how you made me feel, that's how all our conversations ended, since you never wanted to accept a mistake.

°I got to a point that for a little thing I was trying to be right, because you made me feel like I never was.

°And I started looking for and doing something that would take the place of guilt.

°And yet you wondered why we didn't talk more.

°What is worth talking about?  If you could never hear me.

°And what is this feeling of guilt?

°Why is everything I see gray?
I used to see a mint green and now I can't find it.

°What a dark fear that I have found.

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~You are strong even when your tears run down your face
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