The sound of a glass wall. (Spencer Reid x Fem reader)

Chapter 6. The sound of shattered glass.

   I walk into Spencer's room to wake him up,  "Speeenncceeerrr" I sing sweetly, leaning against the door frame. The only response I get is a groan. "Spencer, we're gonna be late for work." I whine. "Ugh, I need a day off sometime soon." He sighs getting out of bed, "Well maybe if we have the day off I can come back over and finish Dr. Who with you"  I state, walking to the bathroom to change. I hear Spencer try to catch up with me but I get to the bathroom before he can. "Are you serious about watching it?" He whines through the door. "Yes you big baby. Now get dressed, we're gonna be late." I grumble trying to get dressed. 

   I put on some mascara and lipgloss, putting my hair in a black claw clip. I slip my black flats on while walking out of the bathroom to give Spencer his clothes back. "Hey Spence, here's your- Oh god! I'm so sorry!" I yell turning away from the door. "Jesus! Y/N! Although I am missing my shirt. I swear I put it on my desk.. Have you seen it?" I whines looking for the shirt. "Oh.. you mean the black button up..." I say realizing I stole his shirt. He turns around, "Yes, the black one-" He pauses for a moment and looks at me. "Jesus, you give your clothes to a girl one time and she steals your whole wardrobe." He mumbles with a slightly visible smile, rummaging through his closet. 

   He finds another button up and puts it on while we walk to the front door. "Hurry up Spencer, I don't want to be late." I groan. "Alright Alright. I'm coming." He grumbles walking down the hallways with his car keys. I smile at him and walk out the door. I climb in the car making sure I have everything. Spencer gets in the driver's seat, turns the car on, and pulls out of the driveway. "Hey Spence..?" I say quietly. "What's up?" He asks, keeping his eyes on the road. "I'm so sorry about last night.. I didn't mean to make you uncomfy.." I sigh. Still confused about last night. "Oh.. Uh.. It's okay. Let's talk about it later. " He states. "Okay, sounds like a plan" I say staring out the window. I stare out the window for a while, completely dazed out until I feel something slither onto my thigh. I look to see what the sensation is. I look over and see Spencer's hand placed gently on my upper thigh. I sneak a look at his hand, trying to make it so that I don't notice, "Oh god! I'm so sorry. I uh, I wasn't paying attention!" He pulls his hand away, keeping his eyes on the road.

   We pull into a parking spot, I get out of the car, and make our way to the elevator. I hold my hands together to try and ease the anxiety in my stomach. "Hey, are you okay?" Spencer questions,. "Yeah, just scared of elevators." I laugh at my own stupidity. "Morgan's scared of them too." He chuckles, "So, I've heard" I giggle, returning the energy. I look down to his fingers in-twined with mine. ' Does he know he's doing this? Is he playing with my feelings? What is this!?'  The elevator dings telling us we're on the sixth floor. We quickly unloop our fingers and act professional. 

   We get into the bullpen going our separate ways. I walk up to Emily and JJ, who seem to be giving me this weird look. "What's with the look you two?" I question, placing my hand on my hip. "Oh I don't know, maybe it's because you and Spencer walked in at the same time." Emily states, wiggling her eyebrows. "Garcia also told us you spent the night." JJ continues, giving me this smirk. "Guys, he just helped me with paperwork. And when we got done it was late so I crashed on his couch." I say putting the back of my hands against my chest in surrender. "Oh don't worry. We might not be able to pry anything out of you, but we can with Spence." JJ says with this sly smirk. "Jeez, sometimes I hate you guys." I groan sitting in my chair laying my head on my desk. 

   I see Hotch walk in standing in front of the bullpen. "We don't have any cases today, so go home and get some rest, but keep your phones near just in case." Hotch says with a small smile on his face. "Oh thank god." I sigh. "So, Y/N. You got any plans today?" Emily asks. "Yeah, hopefully a date with my bed." I laugh walking into the elevator. 'Okay, make it to Spencer's car and hide. I can do this.'  I get out of the elevator and see that Spencer is already in his car. I jog to the passenger side and climb in. "So, to your place?" I smile, basically dancing in the seat. "Well, yes. But after I take you somewhere." I can tell he's trying to hide his excitement, but it seeps through a little bit.

   "Okay, get ready to open your eyes, In three... two... one!" Spencer shouts. I move my hands away from my eyes. I see this beautiful field, filled with flowers and trees. The sky is a gorgeous baby blue with puffy white clouds. "Oh my god Spence, this is beautiful!" I shout pulling him into a hug. "I figured you'd like it" He smiles. 

   We sit at this picnic table with a cute table cloth covering it. "Now, there's no food here. But when we get to my place, I figured we can make something together, and then watch Dr. Who?" He states, with a big smile on his face. "Jeez Spence. You're too cute. But I have no idea how to cook." I laugh, "Me neither" He returns the laugh. "Guess we'll need to confide in Rossi" I snort. 

   We start to walk to the car when Spencer stops in front of me, turning around. "I figure this'll be the best place to tell you." His smile bigger than before. He kisses me and I can feel his smile through the kiss. He pulls away snaking his hands around my waist. "I was thinking about our kiss yesterday.. And uh.. I was wondering if you want to make it official?" He says placing one of his hands on my face. The moment he says that, I can feel the wall I built around my heart crumble. No, not crumble, Shatter. Like the wall I thought I made of metal, was just made of glass. The sound rings in my ear. The sound of a shattering glass wall. I smile at him, grabbing his hand and pulling him to the car. "C'mon, let's go!" I shout playfully while running to the other side of the car.

   We pull into the driveway of Spencer's apartment, and I run to the door. Antsy, I just wanna get inside so I can change into something comfy, and cook. "Alright alright. Slow down" Spencer laughs while walking up to the door. He unlocks the door, I run into the bathroom grabbing the clothes I wore last night, and changing into them. I slip my work clothes off trying to put the pjs on. "Hey, Y/N. I was thinking maybe we can-" I shoot up the sweat pants half way up to my knees. I stare at Spencer who's just standing there wide eyed. "Spencer! Shoo!!!" I shout pulling the pants the rest of the way. I put a tee-shirt on, while walking to the kitchen. "Okay, so what I was trying to say before.. You know..." Spencer pauses, His face turning bright red. "Spit it out goofy." I giggle, nudging him playfully. "Right.. Well what I was trying to say is. How about I order Chinese instead?" He asks, leaning against the counter. "Oh my god! Yes pleassee!" I squeal, jumping up and down. 

   Spencer nods, walking in the living room to make the phone call. I sit on the counter waiting for him. I look through the cabinets behind me, to see if there's anything good. I sigh with the disappointment of finding nothing. He walks back into the kitchen, putting a jacket on. "Where are you going?" I ask, dangling my legs from the counter. "To the restaurant to pick up the food. It won't take me long. I'll be back." He says slipping on his shoes and walking out the front door.