and when you go away, i still see you
with sunlight on your face, in my rear-view,
sunsets, I wanna hear your voice,
a love that nobody could destroyg i o v a n n i
I couldn't protect her.
I didn't protect her.
I rocked back and forth in my seat outside her room. I gripped my hair in my hands and yanked.
God, why couldn't I have just protected her?
I couldn't step foot in her room. I couldn't stand to see her like that in that bed and know it was my fault. I was a coward and I knew it.
I would listen to her machines beep rapidly and watch as staff rushed into her room, and exit moments later.
I couldn't ask if she was okay.
I couldn't ask about her condition.
I couldn't even take deep breaths.
I just sat there, rocking back and forth, being useless like the weak fuck I was.
"Giovanni, where is she?" Oscars panic was apparent in his voice as he came barreling down the hallway with Luke right behind him.
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Sin City
RomanceOil and Water, that's what they were. A pure refreshing glow followed Clover everywhere she went, like the rain she washed away the bad and left behind a clean sense of contentment. The good was in everyone and she made it her goal to find it. She w...