Make you mine (Choi young do x reader)

Instincts

"She's with me and she's mine"

I looked behind and saw young do looking very different then before.
He had a look of scary determination on his face.
It was honestly Hella attractive.
I know because I felt my cheeks burn up.

"Excuse me ?" I said

He looked at me and disconnected the call.

"I'm sorry" he said looking even more dominant than before,  almost as if I'm obliged to forgive him.

"I'm sorry for making you trip, I'm sorry for acting how I do , I can't have you ignore me any longer" he said in a firm voice.

It seemed genuine.

"Okay , but still stay away from me" I said, thinking about how this guy is a walking red flag for me and my future here.

He grunted in frustration hearing that.
I snatched my phone and turned around to walk home.

He grabbed my wrist and pushed me against the wall next to us.

"Ah"
"Do you love him?" His eyes were piercing into mine.

"Huh? Answer me y/n , why else would you want me to stay away , huh?"

I was speechless , I opened my mouth but nothing came out.

"Please" he begged now after studying my expressions.

There was that look again , that look of something pure , like a little child asking for help.

He bent his neck and rested his forehead on my shoulder seemingly feeling defeated.

" I don't" I said

" I don't love Tan" I admitted , now feeling more relaxed.
His grip on my wrists was never strong enough to keep me but I wanted to know what's going on.

He looked back up at me.
There was a glint of moisture in his eyes.
He clearly is someone who never dare cry in front of any other living creature.

"Good" he said after studying my eyes possibly trying to trace if I lied.

"Would you forgive me truly now?" He asked genuinely in a soft voice.

"Yes, but let me go first" I said and he nodded.

He backed off and I looked up at him.

"You smell just as good as you look" he said all of a sudden making me blush.

"Shut up"

I turned around to hide my cheeks and started walking off.
Suddenly his look came back to my mind , how lonely and sad his eyes were.

I turned around and he raised his eyebrows.
I walked close to him and hesitantly wrapped my arms around his shoulders  hugging him, his whole body tensed up , giving off the feeling of unfamiliarity,  as if he never has been hugged before,  or in a long time.

"I forgive you , but you have to promise to not be violent with anyone ever again" I said softly and seriously.

His arms snaked around my waist.

"Yes , I promise" he said , his voice sounded nervous.

I just felt like he needed a hug.
I broke the hug and smiled softly up at him. He looked taken aback and like a lost puppy.

"Answer my call y/n"

"Maybe"
My pace of both my heart and feet picked up  as I turned around to walk back to my home , contemplating what I had just done and why did I feel the need to.

Why do I feel so flustered ?
Why am I drawn to him and his stupid locked up emotions ?