Poetry From The Heart & Mind

vent

No one prepares you for love
It's terrifying

Sure its safe
Till you feel like they're slipping
Till you're not sure if they're gonna leave
Till you're so in love with them that you don't know if you're going to marry them
Or if they're going to be your worst heartbreak

It's all fun in games till someone gets hurt

And I'm not saying i want to lose him
i want to stay with him forever
but is forever possible
what if he gives up on me
what if i'm too much for him to deal with

maybe i'm just a burden on his shoulders
dead weight that he might have to drop to get further in life
what if that's what i am

what if he leaves me
it's always at the back of my mind

i say i'm going to marry this boy because i want to with all my heart
and I know that if we try, we can make it

But it's always in my head that he's going to leave
I don't know what I'll do if he leaves