"Chad why would he do this time me!" I sobbed, as Chad held me in his arms, as I broke down.
Distress wasn't even the word to describe how I was feeling.
"He doesn't deserve you Rian" Chad said, rubbing my back.
"Chad I need— What the fuck is wrong with her?" Xander asked, looking confused as he walked into the room. Chad handed him the letter, so he could read it. Xanders face was in a mug by the time he was finished.
Once he was done, he balled it up and threw it across the room.
"No!" I yelled, diving across the floor to catch the letter. I held it to my heart and sobbed some more.
"Rian fuck him baby girl" Xander said, trying to soothe me.
Yeah that shit wasn't working for me.
I cried harder.
Xander yanked me up and grabbed my face to look at him.
"Stop crying over a nigga that don't want you. Tighten up baby. You good" he wiped my tears away. For some reason his words made me start to feel alittle better.
Enough for me to stop crying. He smirked, realizing that I actually listened to him and stopped.
"Good girl" he looked at Chad and smirked at him.
He pulled me into a hug. My arms stayed to my side. I was numb. I would have never thought that East would ever do this to me.
Shit I would have never thought that Xander would be consoling me.
🎶"They say
Time is always meant to heal the fall
Tell me
Why it doesn't seem to help at all
You're okay
I'm here tryna pick the pieces up
Of the old me
Before you say that I'm not enough
I'm tryna find the heart I lost
I'm tryna be who I once was
Missing parts of me
All because, all because
I lost myself in loving you, in loving you
Became someone else I never knew, I never knew
I was there when you needed saving
But you wouldn't do the same thing
I lost myself, I lost myself in loving you
(You, you)
It's sad, you ruined all my favorite things to do
Looking back, the only thing I'd change is you
I'm tryna find the heart I lost
I'm tryna be who I once was
Missing parts of me
All because, all because
I lost myself in loving you, in loving you
Became someone else I never knew, I never knew
I was there when you needed saving
But you wouldn't do the same thing
I lost myself, I lost myself in loving you (ooh)
In loving you (ooh)
I lost myself in loving you
Became someone else I never knew
I lost myself in loving you, in loving you
Became someone else I never knew, I never knew
I was there when you needed saving
But you wouldn't do the same thing
I lost myself, I lost myself in loving you, oh (ooh)
In loving you, oh (ooh)
I lost myself, I lost myself in loving you"🎶
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Behind The Music
RomanceThis will be a short story. *You dont have to read Love and Music to understand, but you should 🙃🥺 Ever wondered how life was for Rian with Xander for those two years? Read to find out! After breaking up with her boyfriend and Bestfriend, Rian fin...