This will be a short story.
*You dont have to read Love and Music to understand, but you should 🙃🥺
Ever wondered how life was for Rian with Xander for those two years? Read to find out!
After breaking up with her boyfriend and Bestfriend, Rian fin...
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🎶"Took a long vacation, no makeup, just Jay-Z You were balls deep, now we beefin', had me butt-naked at the MGM So wasted screamin', "Fuck that, " love me now, but I'm anythin' Hurry now, baby, stick it in 'fore the memories get to kickin' in It's too late, I don't wanna lose what's left of you How am I supposed to tell ya? I don't wanna see you with anyone but me Nobody gets me like you How am I supposed to let you go? Only like myself when I'm with you Nobody gets me, you do (do) You do Nobody gets me, you do (do) You do Nobody gets me, you do You do, nobody gets me, you do Took me out to the ballet You proposеd, I went on the road You was feelin' empty, so you lеft me Now I'm stuck dealin' with a deadbeat If I'm real, I deserve less If I was you, I wouldn't take me back I pretend when I'm with a man, it's you And I know that it's too late I don't wanna lose what's left of you How am I supposed to tell ya? I don't wanna see you with anyone but me Nobody gets me like you How am I supposed to let you go? Only like myself when I'm with you Nobody gets me, you do (do) You do Nobody gets me, you do (do) You do Nobody gets me, you do (do, ooh) You do, nobody gets me, you do (do, ooh) Nobody gets me, you do"🎶
I've been at home alone in front of this piano, writing songs. Most were about East and I. Xander had all the doors locked from the outside, so I couldn't leave.
I'm sure he was with gabby right now. The only thing keeping me from depression was my pen and paper. I avoided all calls. I was in no talking mood.
I was trapped and miserable, I've never thought about suicide until now.
Why couldn't he just let me go. It's obvious that he felt a way about gabby. So just let me go!
I missed East. I wanted him to save me. I wish we would have just stayed friends. I lived in regret.
🎶"Guess you were right to hide the way you feel We'd keep pretending like it wasn't real Said you need space and now I finally understand Why you refused to take my hand When you're in love, it's hard to hide the truth I know you better than you think I do Lookin' back, I see I should've held my tongue But I was immature and young I miss the uncertainty And all the nights of losin' sleep Just two kids and make-believe Can we go back to how it used to be? 'Cause I'd die a thousand times Not to have you on my mind And I wish we never met Or I hated you instead 'Cause I think we messed this up Fallin' in and out of love Wish I could pick a different end Can we go back to bein' friends? Guess I'm the right person at the wrong time I'm the type of crazy to ignore the signs And now I see you got some shit to figure out And that's the reason you can't love me now I miss the uncertainty And all the nights of losin' sleep Just two kids and make-believe Can we go back to how it used to be? 'Cause I'd die a thousand times Not to have you on my mind And I wish we never met Or I hated you instead 'Cause I think we messed this up Fallin' in and out of love Wish I could pick a different end Can we go back to bein' friends? Ooh, can we go back to bein' friends? Ooh, can we go back to bein' friends? 'Cause I'd die a thousand times Not to have you on my mind And I wish we never met Or I hated you instead 'Cause I think we messed this up Fallin' in and out of love If I could pick a different end I'd go back to bein' friends"🎶
