Behind The Music

5 Months Later

7 months of heaven and hell, but mostly hell. I walked out of the studio after recording my song Resentment.

It always comes back to this bitch everrytime. It made me insecure. Like what did she have that I didn't? This relationship was an embarrassment.

Incoming Call: Renee ❤️

"Hello" I answered, trying to sound like I haven't been crying for hours.

"I just seen TMZ Rian, what the fuck! Leave that man alone" Renee said into the phone.

I keep trying to

"It's not that easy" I said quietly back to her. I was almost home and dreading it.

"Are you seriously going to stay with him? This is the second time in the past month, that he's been seen with her"

Yes bitch I know!
Don't rub it in.

I was getting a headache.

"Look, just come back here for a little. We miss you" she pleaded. As good as that sounded, I knew I couldn't.

I can't face that man again. I couldn't face that man again.

Xanders car was in the driveway. This one time I was hoping that he was gone.

"I can't Renee, you know I can't. Just let me handle this. I'll call you tomorrow" I hung up on her, just as I walked through the front door.

When I walked in, the house was decorated with roses covering the floor and bright light hung up all around the house.

Man what the fuck was going on.

There was a crowd of people here, paparazzi mostly.

Why the hell are they here?

"Xander what the hell is this?" I asked, about confused as fuck.

I was ready to pack and leave, but I was forced to put a smile on my face for the cameras.

"Hey baby! I got a surprise" Xander came out in suit smiling.