Pain

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(By Lu_Autumn)

I was 13 when I wanted to kill myself
I was 14 when I played with the Thought more
I was 15 when I got addicted to Painkillers
Cause they made me sleepy
I was 14 when I got addicted to Nasal Spray
Cause it made me feel high and numb

I was 14 when I first tried to kill Myself
With Painkillers
I was 15 when I tried it again by letting a Car hit me
I was 15 when I dropped out of School
I was 15 when Life hit me down again and again and again
I was 15 when a Friend tried to rape me
I was 15 when I got beat up by 4 Guys

And no nobody noticed because I was hiding it all too good for a 15 Years old Girl

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