Chapter 7 -Daddy

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We got to the hospital and I instantly started getting flashbacks and started freaking out. I hated hospitals because of my dad. It reminded me of him to much. "Please sir don't take me in there please please." "No rose you need to get your ribs checked out, now you can either go in there or I'll put you over my shoulder and take you in there like a little girl, which one?" I loved the idea of being a little girl with him but not in a hospital "Me big girl sir" "okay good now come on little one." I still haven't moved "I'll count to three, if your not out I'll take you over my shoulder." Still haven't moved. "One" "two" I didnt move after thinking about it. I want to be treated like a little kid. I want to be little. "Three" "alright that's it little one let's go."

He picked me up easily and carried me liek a baby. I didn't mind it actually. I snuggled into him even more. his touch and his names give me butterflies. He makes me feel safe and comfortable. I heard a deep chuckle, I looked up and he's looking down at me. "What?" "You're adorable my little girl." These little names are gonna kill me one day. They make me feel small.

We were finally in the hospital and the nurse said it will be awhile. Vincent gave me coloring stuff so I sat in the floor coloring. I slipped into a headspace and jsut colored and sucked on my thumb. After awhile I heard my name being called and saw daddy I mean Vincent holding out his hand and a scary doctor next to him.

I started whimpering and whining. Vincent leaned down and said that nothing is going to hurt me and that I was safe, he gave me a sucker and I started calming down awhile sucking on it. They took me to a scary white room. The doctor and Vincent  were talking while I was sucking on my sucker and coloring. The doctor came over to me and asked to see my tummy. I looked at Vincent and he nodded his head yes. I slowly rolled up my shirt and the doctor looked worried.

He didn't bother asking what happened just kept giving me sad looks. He was wrapping my tummy and I kept whimpering because it hurt. But Vincent was holding my hand and it helped make me feel better. We left shortly after and Vincent was still holding my hand. "Daddy I tired" I felt Vincent tense up. Oh my god why did I say that he's gonna hate me now. " im so sorry I don't know why I said that. He turned around and bent down to my level.

"Little one never apologize for that. I love when you call me that I want you to call me that. When we get home I'll explain everything and show you that room okay? I think your ready and I would love for us to try it out. And if it's to much for you jsut tell me okay? I will never get mad at you."

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