spectre of my dreams

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hands on my stomach,laying down in my bedmy breathing shallowas I start to slip awaylost, lapsing, fading, failingthat's all that rings in my head

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hands on my stomach,
laying down in my bed
my breathing shallow
as I start to slip away
lost, lapsing, fading, failing
that's all that rings in my head

never-ending darkness spread out like a desert in my nightmares
the nightingale's voice, the warmth of my blanket, muffled voices from across the room, and the sound of my heart thumping
children running and the prospect of melancholy ringing right in my head
the clock's ticking away, mocking my every step

as I slow down to catch my breath, I'm reminded that even spring will slip away
I reach my hand out to catch these moments,
but like winter smog in the daytime, it just vanishes away

the voices get fainter and fainter,
as the monster that is my mind finally rusticates
I dream with my eyes open;
these moments are when I recuperate

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