Surgical passion *Derek Shepherd*

06-If tomorrow never comes

Cassie lay in bed. She was hungover and all that she could think over was how Bailey had caught her and Derek. It was the last thing that she wanted or needed.

Cassie knew that she didn't want addison to find out. Cassie knew that as complicated as it was. Addison was still her sister

She lay tangled up in her sheets as she watching the rain outside. Cassie knew that she had to go to work it she knew that she didn't want to. She had no choice if she wanted to stay in the programme

Cassie really didn't want to go to work. She reached over and knocked her alarm off as the door opened and Elle  walked into the room "you look like crap" Elle said as Cassie looked to her

"I feel like it"

"You know that it will cool over with bailey" elle said as she got into bed with Cassie who looked to her

"I really don't knew I just hate how dirty it makes me feel. Me and derek" Cassie asked as elle shock head

"Don't think like that. You have been through to muck to give up" elle said as cassie looked to her and smiled

"I guess so. My head is just a mess" Cassie asked as she rested her head in elle shoulder as elle looked to her and smiled

"Don't worry It will be okay you and derek have been through so much" Elle said as bella looked to her and smiled

"We did this is our new start here but it's not that easy. He's still married her our sister and I know what she did and my resident caught us Having sex. It's a mess" cassie said as elle smiled

"You love him don't you derek? I always thought you'd look good together and addison it's over and you know it. I know that she is your mom but if he makes you happy go for it" Elle said as cassie smiled

Elle looked to her and smiled as she stroked her hair "Bailey is going to kick me out of the program" Cassie said as Elle looked to her and rolled her eyes

"Don't be so dramatic slutty intern" elle said as Cassie pushed her out of the bed and sat up

"Oh please like your a nun" cassie said as she looked to her sister

"Can we not talk over Him. You know what he did with Addie now i got you to move now stop mopping over derek and his cock and take a shower you smell" elle said as cassie glared. She knew how the mention of mark elle

"I hate you"

"And I love you too" elle said as she stood up and walked out of the bedroom

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Cassie sat in her car as she stood looking for something. She was beyond late. She groaned giving up as she stood from her car and frowned as she saw Derek as he had parked next to her. She looked to him for a moment neither of them saying a word

"Crap" cassie said as Derek looked to her and raised an eyebrow at her

"Crap?" He asked

"Hi. I'm late" she said as she rushed off as he ran after her

"You're avoiding me" Derek said