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Pudge -☔️

TW//: bad body image, mentions of past $h, $h scars.

Background: Wilson struggles with bad body image and House wants to do anything to help.

Status: 💕

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First Person P.O.V

Wilson stood in front of the mirror shirtless he examined his body he looked down was he really that pudgy?

He started pulling and squeezing at the pudge on his sides with a frown he eats healthy he exercises enough so why is he like this?

He looked back up in the mirror looking at himself the way his stomach pushed out the way it was squishy in his hand the way the scars moved with the skin.

Disgusting!
Ugly!
Why am I so fat?
Look at my sides!
Look at my stomach!
Look how gross I am!
Why is House still with me?
He's probably disgusted with me.
Cow!
My scars are disgusting!
Y-

"Morning love" Wilson was snapped out of his thoughts by Houses groggy morning voice he looked Wilson up and down and smiled softly "you look beautiful" he said wrapping his arms around Wilson's waist from behind.

"Really?" Wilson asked looking back down "mhm so beautiful" House squeezed lightly at his side and rubbed his thumbs over the bumpy scars making him blush.

Don't believe him
He's a liar!
He lying.

"you okay?" House asked Wilson nodded softly and closed his eyes with a small sigh "just thinking" he mumbled he could feel House kiss the back of his neck gently "let's get ready for work" House said Wilson nodded and they started their morning routine.

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Wilson went through the day like normal talking to cancer patients filling out paperwork just regular stuff...then lunch came.

Wilson sat across from House staring at his food it wasn't anything special just some fries and a burger but.

So much.
Don't eat it!
I'll just gain more weight!
Then House will leave me!
I'm already big!
You cow I'm so disgusting why did I even get lunch?

"You going to eat?" House asked as he stole a few fries Wilson looked up at House who looked kind of concerned "o-oh yeah I'm just not feeling to well" Wilson said with a small smile House frowned "well maybe eating something will make you feel better 'Kay?" House said with an encouraging smile and Wilson couldn't let him down so with another glance at his food and a deep breath he nodded.

Wilson finished his whole lunch only stopping every now and again "done?" House asked Wilson nodded House smiled looking at Wilson's empty plate and stood grabbing it and walking off throwing away the left overs and setting the tray on the stack of trays.

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Wilson got home after a long day of work he was tired and he needed a shower desperately.

He set his clothes and towel on the counter and started to strip until he was only in his briefs.

Wilson stares at himself in the mirror but quickly looked away not right now he thought he can't deal with those thoughts but as he looked down he couldn't help but think those terrible thoughts again.

He removed his boxers and stepped into the shower letting the hot water run down his body.

Fat.
Gross pig.
House is only with me cause he doesn't want to hurt my feelings.
I'm hideous.
Ugly.
House would much prefer someone skinnier.
Maybe Cuddy huh? She's skinny and pretty the total opposite of me after all he is always talking about her sweet bod as he'd say.