Chapter 2

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I've decided to update since one person replied, hope you like this chapter!


Ashton's POV:


I woke up to my alarm clock ringing its annoying noise. I sighed and looked outside, another day of hell at school. I had no friends and got bullied for being wearing nerdy glasses in class. I can only imagine what would happen if they found out I was gay. They would probably call me a gay freak.


I got out of bed and followed my usual routine, shower, cut and leave without my parents noticing or caring about me. I wore my usual hoodie and walked to school.


I got to homeroom quickly and took out my phone. I clicked on the twitter app to see that luke, my so called friend on twitter had texted.


@hemmo1996: sitting at school. so bored! if u need me im here 4 u, ash.


I was quite surprised at the nickname but i texted back,


@ash18 : thx. I guess we could be friends since u mostly like the music i like.


He texted back almost immediately:


@hemmo1996: sure, and np.


@ash18: also sitting at school, * insert crying*


@hemmo1996: *crying with you*


I was glad I could be my real sarcastic and sassy self to Luke, not the person I hide from everyone everyday. He's probably the only one that understands me.

I also had a tumblr account that I base my self harm around, but I wasn't ready to tell anyone yet, especially Luke. I'd probably scare him away from me.


@ash18 : *smiles*


@hemmo1996: * smiles back and winks at you * I bet you would have a beautiful smile.


A blush rose on my cheeks, this is basically the nicest thing anyone has said to me. I stopped smiling a long time ago, but I guess luke does make me smile a lot.


The bell rung signalling I had to go to my next lesson, so I texted Luke again:


@ash18: sry gtg lesson is starting


He didn't text back after that and I felt worried. Did he not like me anymore? But my worried thoughts were saved after my phone buzzed.


@hemmo1996: bye, lesson is almost starting as well.


I managed to arrive to class on time but I couldn't concentrate, I just kept thinking about Luke. before I knew it, lesson was over. I walked away only to be shoved against the locker by my bully Drake.


" You useless nerd! Just go kill yourself!!" he yelled at me. What he didn't know was that I was already slowly doing what he wanted me to do. I sighed sadly and went to lunch where I sat by myself.


I just texted Luke until Lunch was over before i got up and went to lessons.

Again.


I really hope you like this chapter. I am going to officially start updating every week because I really want to continue this story. Pls vote or comment on what should happen next and i can't believe this has already gotten over 100 reads :0!! thank you so much ! I also wrote a new story called We are Infinite ( lashton ) which i will update tommorow, pls check it out it would mean a lot to me.


Abbyxx





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