JENNIE'S FIRST LOVE

Chapter Fourty Two

Jennie's POV

Bella wouldn't shut up about Lisa since she met her. I hate to how she talks about her and everything they do. She kept telling me how much she likes her, how perfect and sexy she is and how she wanted to do her. I don't want to hear it. What's worse is I had to pretend it doesn't affect me when it really does. I felt so fake listening and smiling while she gushes about how hot Lisa is when inside I just want to duct tape her mouth shut. There are lots of women who can Lisa like. Why her? I feel like she's doing it on purpose!

"So she called me last night again. We talked for like three hours about everything. You know, she isn't just a pretty face. She's something more... " I tried my hard not to roll my eyes. Bella kept babbling on and on while I pretend to listen.

She paused when her phone rang and her face lit up with a smile. She scrambled through her bag searching for her phone. She took it out from her bag and looked at me with eyes open wide. "Oh my god, it's her... it's her!"

"Lisa!" She said squealing a bit when she answered the phone. I suddenly tensed and sat up straight and leaned forward. I want to hear what they're going to talk about. "I'm with Jennifer. We just finished shopping and now we're eating at a restaurant... No! No, I'm totally free tonight..."

Oh my god! Lisa is going to ask her out and she'll definitely say yes! I can't even make myself sit straight.

"YES! Tonight at 7 would be great!" Bella said squealing while looking at me. I felt my shoulders slump. I took a deep breath, desperately trying to hide the turmoil I'm feeling. Well... she moves on fast.

"Oh my god! I can't believe this, Jennifer! She just asked me out to dinner!" She said after dropping the call.

I forced myself to smile. I never knew it was so painful to smile until now. I felt queasy and I couldn't speak.

"Hey, are you okay?" She asked with her brows furrowed.

I nodded my head. "Yeah... yeah, just a little bit tired of what we did."

"Let's head back to my condo. I need you to help me pick a dress for tonight." She said excitedly.

We went to her condo. She tried on some of her clothes and showed it to me. I was sitting on her bed while she was standing in front of a full-length mirror looking at herself.

"What do you think of this?” She asked turning side to side.

"I think... I think we should just go to the club tonight." I said, playing with my hands. "Have you forgotten? I promised you I'll take you to the hottest club."

"That can wait another time." She smiled at me in the mirror. "Besides, I'm not in the mood to party tonight. I just want to have a nice dinner with Lisa."

I swallowed what felt like a dagger down my throat. I can't think of anything to do to stop her. It's going to happen. They'll meet for dinner and end up having sex! Oh god! No. I don't even want to think about it.

"So, is it beautiful?" She asked. She was wearing a black lace backless dress that ended mid thigh. She looked really stunning. This is what Lisa would be seeing tonight. Thinking of her looking at her on that dress just doesn't sit well with me.

"Yeah, but don't you think it's a bit too revealing for a first date." I replied.

"Oh god! You are so old-fashioned!" She rolled her eyes, laughing.

"I just think she might get an impression that you..." I chewed on my lower lip.

"That I what?" She raised her brows, waiting.