(This may look like SMUT it's is not at all, it's just gets a little heated ig 💀)
(TW talking about anorexia)
As we get into my apartment I go and grab a glass cup and get some filtered water from my fridge and drink the water dehydrated, from only drinking coffee today.
He goes and sits on a stool at my kitchen island, taking off his jacket, as it was hot in my apartment, "sorry it's hot in here, it's mostly chilly in here at this time of month" I said leaning on the island.
"No it's cool," he said, I smile, he looks at me confusion splattered all over his face, his eyebrows furrowed, and lips a little tense, "what?" He asked, "nothing, your just so cute," I said smiling looking at him.
He smiled and got up and walked around the island, to me and looked down at me, putting his hands on my waist and just looking at me.
I start to get hot and red, nervous, and shy, not knowing what to do.
We just look at each other in silence, us both heavy breathing, just looking straight into our eyes.
I gave in and started kissing him harshly, he gave in as well and started kissing back, I grab the back of his head touching his fuzzy curly hair, as his hands are on my lower waist.
He grips my waist and carry's me onto the island counter, and readjusted his hands back on my lower waist.
We're both heavy breathing but continuing kissing harshly.
We continue kissing till I take off my sweater leaving my tank top on and my cargo pants.
While Jamie's left with work pants and a white tank top you wear under actual shirts.
I hop off the counter with out breaking the kiss and leading him to my bedroom.
As we reach my bedroom, we lay gently on the bed containing the kiss.
Jamie takes his tank top off as I take mine off leaving my bra.
(Of course I'm leaving that on 😭)
He continues kissing to down to my collar bone up to my jawline.
I start to pant, and breathe heavily, rubbing my hands around his back and neck, wrapping my legs around his lower back.
I hear his belt unbuckle my eyes open, full of shock, hoping I'm not losing my virginity, of course I'm saving that to my marriage.
And I didn't want to say I didn't want to say I didn't want to do it with him and things get awkward.
When I'm thinking about this he takes his pants off only leaving his underwear, I can see it's left on, a sigh of relief leaves me.
Focusing back on Jamie kissing my body.
I breathe more harder and harder each kiss.
