I feel myself wake up, I look around my bedroom seeing the sun was setting, I check the time and see I was sleeping for 5 hours.
I open my phone and see the missed calls and missed texts from Jamie, seeing the calls and texts stopped 2 hours ago.
I open the texts, hopping none of them say we're breaking up, even though I deserve that.
British boy🙈
British boy🙈
Bev, this is all my fault I'm sorry
British boy🙈
Bev answer please, we have to talk about this situation we're in together
Sent at 2:04
British boy🙈
Come on bevy you can't ignore me
British boy🙈
I love you💋
British boy🙈
I'll come check on you in a while, I just need to clear my head love you Bev you know that💖
As I look at the texts as my eyes tear up, I try and stop, sniffling, I look forward knowing this is my fault and my doing and I should live with this guilt.
I decide to call him, knowing that's probably not the best thing to do right now, but I don't know what's the best thing to do right now.
God what would I be doing right now if I weren't in this mess.
I hear the phone ringing as I lift it to my ear hoping for a answer.
"Hello! Bev? Are you ok? I'm so sorry about this afternoon," Jamie said frantically.
I flinch at his shouting.
"Jamie?" I ask, "yes it's me," he said back, " look I'm so sorry for what I had done," I said as my voice breaks.
I get up from my bed and open my door and walk down the hallway holding my forehead in my hand.
"No no it's fine!" He shouted, "Jamie no it's not! Ok? It's not I cheated on you only like 2 days into our relationship! You should hate me honestly!" I said crying.
"But I don't I love you Beverly, your like the best thing that had happened to me, Bev I don't care if you kissed a girl, all I want is you," he said breathing heavily.
I continue crying, "Jamie, how could you not hate me?" I asked, "like I said I love you," he said breathing heavily again.
I hear a knock at the door, I turn in confusion, I walk slowly, I look in the peephole and see Jamie.
"I have to call you back," I said hanging up and dropping my phone.
I open the door slowly, seeing Jamie out of breath and sweating.
"Jamie?" I ask, "what are you doing here?" I asked again.
He stayed silent and went in to hug me, I hugged back and breathed in deeply hugging back.
I start to cry again hugging him harder, he pulled after a second and cupped my face and wiped my tears away with his thumbs.
"I love you," he said softly kissing my lips, I pulled and hugged him again.
He lifted me and walked to my bed, he laid softly on it and cuddled me.
"I love you to," I said into his ear, he hugs me harder snuggling into my neck.
I feel myself fall asleep again, I tried not to but found myself falling back into my sleep.
|| I honestly love this short chapter💋💋|| I feel like this is like a toxic relationship idk? 💀|| idk if I should continue with this story or just end it here as it's a perfect ending? Idk what do you guys think?||
