salvare [BnHA] ft. Ritsu

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At the second round of ferris wheel, Ritsu glanced down at the now seemingly small park and felt a bit of loneliness. Before they snapped and gasp, "I forgot, this was my main goal!"

As they thought of that, they look a little bit more livelier but still- it's a bit lonely.

They knew, they have no one else so right now they're really heavily clinging on the two. They're grateful they can do that, because without the two they might even not be able live in luxury and even remember what was being loved and taken care is again but..

It still didn't erase the feeling of guilt.

Ritsu felt like they really don't deserve living happily like this, depending on their childhood friends. They felt guilty to make the two spend so much for them when they have nothing else to return. They felt guilty for invading in their space, when it's obvious the two are dating.

But even so, they still felt happy and they still want to stay with them.

Is it really okay to continue on living like this? Isn't Ritsu just a burden for the two? Just a freeloader at their house-

Why do Izuku and Katsuki even wants to take care of them? Obligation because they're the one to find them? The one to save them from Hatori? Or is it because they knew them since they were childhood friends? Because only they remembered their existence?

Ritsu tightened their grip over the plushies at their hug. It hurts to think of those kind of things. But again, why?

Their train of thoughts halted when they realise they already reached back down to the ground.

The door opened and they were led outside. They looked at the clock and saw it's near the thirty minutes since they sepparated.

Wouldn't it be better if they just disappear and leave the two to have their time together without them?

Walking out through the park slowly, they saw the sky is starting to become orange colored, the sun is setting. Lights flashing on to make sure everyone can see properly and so that the park is bright and all.

Everyone had bright smiles plastered on their faces, laughing and gigglings, hands intertwined with their beloved ones- whether they're families or lovers.

Ritsu never properly looked around. Ever since they came out, their focus is always at Katsuki and Izuku. Their life revolved around them. Without them, what will Ritsu be?

They could start feeling the vibration from their phone, probably because the thirty minutes are up and Katsuki wants to know where they are.

But to be honest, being alone like this after being showered with love and all, again, they feel they don't deserve it.

Ritsu halted when they realise they lined up for the ferris wheel for the third time. They're already being directed inside, the person in charge probably recognised their face already.

Entering the car, they gazed through the whole park once again. The view changed as now more lights are lighted up unlike earlier. The lights are very dazzling in Ritsu's eyes.

As they continued to look at the ground that's getting smaller and smaller then back to larger when they're starting to descend, they caught a sight of a familiar blond in his phone.

Katsuki is still trying to reach- Ritsu inwardly flinched when they met with annoyed- angry crimson eyes. They had been found, uh oh.

They waved slightly from there and was met with a middle finger as Katsuki jumped off the fences- ignoring the startled people around - did some of them recognise him as Dynamight? Ritsu wasn't so sure.

What Ritsu is sure of is that they didn't want to get out from the car because- angry Katsuki is just--

The door opened loudly and Ritsu could heard some yellings- "fucking mind your own damn business!" Katsuki yelled back, entering the car and slamming it back close.

Well, it's time for the fourth round of ferris wheel for Ritsu.

"You lil shit, at least answer your fucking goddamn phone asshole!" Ritsu sheepishly laughs, fiddling with their hair. They didn't dare to look up into Katsuki's eyes and so they continued to look down at where their feets are.

Katsuki let out a huff and then a pregnant silence filled the car as it ascends once again.

When they reached halfway to the top, Katsuki finally asks. "Are you avoiding me, us?"

Ritsu tensed slightly, hugging the plushies tighter. "Why."

"..."

Katsuki heaved another sigh, "I doubt this is about you wanting us two having a date. Spit it out, Ri."

Ritsu could never get used to anyone else calling them by that nickname. They slumps down slightly, "...I'm sorry."

"I asked for an explanation, not an apologise."

"That's.. I..," Ritsu wasn't so sure on what they should even say. "I just, suddenly.. y'know," they looked to the side, "felt like I don't deserve you two." They let the sentence came out as light as a whisper.

"Ritsu." The said person tensed. "I thought we've had enough of those kind of conversations."

Ritsu pursed their lips, biting it slightly.

"Ritsu, look at me."

They hessitated slightly, but they knew defying wouldn't do anything so they slowly did as told.

When navy blue eyes met with crimson red ones again, Ritsu noticed how soft Katsuki's expression is.

They felt Katsuki's hand over their hand, holding it. "Why would you think you don't deserve us?" He questioned out softly. "Do you not know how precious you are for us?"

Ritsu looked down at where Katsuki held their hands. "I.." They trailed off slightly. "I'm just a nobody, you two are somebody."

Katsuki pulled Ritsu's hand, forcing them to be pulled and ends up in Katsuki's lap. "You are somebody for us." Ritsu looked up to Katsuki's face. His face looks the usual angry Katsuki face but, there's a hint of another emotion too.

Slowly they felt the car stopping as it reached the peak. Ritsu slowly felt their cheeks burning as they finally became aware of how close they are and- "w-what?"

"Have you never properly thought of what Izuku told you for the past days?"

Ritsu blinks slightly, tilting their head in confusion. "What Izukun told..?"

Katsuki's hold loosen as he heaved a sigh. Taking back their hand, Ritsu sat back at the seat and tried to remember back.

"We want you to fit in too."

Ritsu looks down at the plushies over their lap and hugged them.

"Think on it while we wait for 'zuku to come." Katsuki then added on.

Ritsu halted, 'hm? Izukun is coming here?' They blinked slowly, well... the view from above is good so riding a fifth round isn't a problem.....

Not like they even saw the view since the third round though.

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1 May 2023

hm
yea so polyamory relationship soon ???