i love you

You Cheater

TW:suicid3, death, fight
~Skip a week~

Me and ao'nung had a full week sleepover  at his house it was nice we had a full night awake and a movie night ig it turned out to be a make out night.

The more time we spent together the more sus he became like when i tried to look up someting on his phone he hid it from me or when i tried to search for sissors in his drawer he didn't let me for some reason.

This was the last night i'm staying at his bifore i go; he left to make popcorn and get some candy.

He forgot his phone on the bed it kept going off i didn't want to look bc of his privacy.. Until it rang

*lucy* it said

I picked it up answering

'hello?'

'ao ba- who are you?'

'uhh...i'm his boyfriend.'

'WHAT ARE YOU SERIOUS?!'

'yea? And who are you and why are you yelling?'

'BC I'M HIS GIRLFIREND AND WHY IS HE WITH A GUY?! CHEATING ON ME?'

I froze till she woke me up again from my thinking

'hello?'

'umm.. Yea you should t-talk to him b-bc he is a CHEATING BITCH'

I yell with tears in my eyes grabing my stuff running out.

I ran past ao'nung he droped the popcorn grabing my wrist

"where are you going"

Pulling from his tight hold

"IDK WHY DON'T YOU ASK LUCY?!"

I turned to walk out on him again but he again grabs me by my wrist

"neteyam i can exp-"

He looked at me blankly

I trew him on the ground looking him dead in the eyes with tears spilling down my cheeks.

"SAVE IT AO'NUNG DO YOU THINK I CAN TRUST OR BELEVE YOU AFTER THIS I TRULY BELIVED THAT YOU LOVED ME BUT IT TURNS OUT YOU ARE JUST LIKE EVERYONE ELSE A LIEING FUCKING BITCH AND A CHEATING ASSHOLE I BEEN WITH YOU AT YOUR FUCKING LOWEST.! YOUR DAD SLAPED ME BC I DIFENTED YOU I LOST SO MUCH OF MY LIFE ON YOU! I FUCKING STARVED MY SELF BC I COULDNT SEE YOU! YOU WHERE THE ONLY PERSON I TRULY TRUSTED AO'NUNG BUT YOU LET ME THE FUCK DOWN I HOPE YOU ARE HAPPY!! DON'T EVER TALK TO ME AGAIN ASSHOLE!"

Luckly noone was at his house at the time.

i started to run back home crying,hurting  i couldnt take it i couldn't take him anymore.

~time skip again~

I burst thru the door running up my room calapsing on to the ground brakeing down.

" Neteyam? What happend?"

Tuk came in

"n-nothing tuk go play alright"

She didn't fight back witch was odd she just went out of my room

I finally thought i was alone till a few seconds later lo'ak came in

"NETEYAM? oh.. Brother what happend tuk told me you were crying?"

I just didn't aswer i just looked at him all broken

"come on you can trust me.."

It was true if there was anyone i could always trust it was lo'ak

He sat next to me bringing me into a side hug.

"he-he c-cheated on m-me lo'ak"

It was silent for a split second

"i will kill that mother fucker"

And with that he took of ignoring my 'don't do that' or 'it's not worth it'

-lo'ak's pov-

I ran and grabed teys car keys i was gonna kill that asshole.

I didn't have a driveing licence but i didn't care i drove as fast as i could.

Finally i was infront of his house
Banging on the door witch tsireya opend

"lo'a-"

I felt bad but i pushed past her to ao'nung bedroom almost  nocking the door down

I herd his grawl opening the door

"lo-"

I puched him makeing him fall to the ground getting on top of him giving him more punches to the face.

"HEY STOP"

I heard tsireya yell as ao'nung fliped me over makeing him be on top

Now puching me but not for long till i got him in a posision where i heald his hands behind his back pushing them upwords

"AGHHH!! LO'AK LET ME GO I'M SORRY!! JEEEEESUSSSS AHHHHHH!!"

I didn't care that it hurt him i wanted to hurt him while tsireya yelled for me to get off him.

"YOU SHOULD HAVE NOT CHEATED ON MY BROTHER YOU ASSHOLE!"

After a while of us fighting police came in handcuffing me and ao'nung.

"sorry guys i got scared"

Tsireya said as i gave her a glare

- neteyams pov-

I was sure lo'ak was gonna get him but it didn't mean life is gonna get better... So i just Decided i was gonna end it all i wrote some letters for all of them (tuk,kiri,lo'ak,mom, dad, and my friends including ao'nung)

I went out of the house to the nair by bridge getting over the feance tinking of my family i just did it.. I gave myself in.

Droping down what it seemed like in slow motion tears starting to form with a smile on my face thinking about my lovely family my brother my little sisters my ex lover and it all went black.

~time pass for a week-
-lo'aks pov-

It was his furneal we found the letters at first i didn't believe it my only brrother who was there with me ended it all.

I was so angry with ao'nung and myself for letting him do it end it all.

It was my time to give the speech

"he everyone.. I'm lo'ak neteyams little brother. I'm getting right to the point.. Neteyam left me a note and i'm here to make it public for you to understand my speech

Hey,lo'ak

It's me neteyam ik you are upset with me and i'm upset with myself i get it but i had to do it all the pain i went thru my life i couldnt take it anymore it hurt to know that the person who i love the moust let me down the moust you know who i'm talking about but it wasnt just that.

It doesnt matter know tho i'm dead i just wanted you to know that i loved you and still love you with all my heart i want you to move on with your life and to find someone you will love as much as me.

I need you to know that if you ever feel like you need me  you can just look up to the sky or if you think i went to hell look down and talk to me i will get to you and be there for you.

And what ever happens keep going dont be as weak as me and keep pushing ik you will get thru it

-your fav and only brother Neteyam.

I'm here to do what neteyam told me to do"

I look up to the sky

"neteyam i miss you and i will miss you till the end of my life
I just wanted to tell you that..

I love you. "

THE END