i love you

It's your foult

-at the hospital-
-neteyams pov-
We where in the waiting room i was shaking my leg and i felt tsireya placeing her hand on my knee stoping it from shaking

"he is going to me alright" tsireya said looking at me

"you think so?
I look at her with tears filling my eyes. She shighs and takes both of my hands in hers and looks at me
" i don't think so i know so he is strong" i hug her thight wispering "thank you" and their mom comes next to us "neteyam i called your parents and told them you were here so they don't worry" i just smile at her.

*time passes*
We where waiting for 1h now and tsireya fell asleep on her moms sholder. We hear the door of ao'nungs room open as the doctor came out "ok ao'nung is perfectly fine he just hasnt eaten in a quite a long while but he will me fine you can go visit him one by one" i smile looking at their mom "go ahead neteyam we will go after you" i smile again and stand up entering his room.

"ao'nung?" i say quietly "neteyam?" i hear a faint answer and i spot ao'nung "are you ok big boy?" i ask sitting down on a chair next to him "yea.. fine just a little head ache" i put my hand on to his and a nurse comes in "hey guys i'm just here to give some food to ao'nung" she walks to the bed placeing a tray on his lap and
existing the room.I look at the food it was a light meal since its dangerous to eat a stong one after not eating for a long while, i look back at ao'nung wating for him to start eating "well arent you gonna eat" i ask him "no i-i'm not hungry" he says looking at the food "hey" i lift his chin up "you cant tell me you arent hungry after months of not eating" he just didnt say any ting "sorry 'teyam but i-i-i can't eat this" i just glare at him i grab the food and i eat a little peace of it and i take another   little peace "now you" and i put it in his mouth "now chew and swollow" i look at him while he dose it "see it's not so hard right" and i continue reapiting the same ting over and over until there was no food left "good job" i tap his shoulder,he smiles at me.

"now tell me what made you do it" i say calmly and i notice a tear comeing down his cheek "it's ok i'm here for you" i hug him but i let go after i heard a wisper "it's my dad" i knew it "after that ting happend he didn't treat or see me the same. He would ignore me, tell me i'm a f-freak, every time i would eat he'd tell me 'you are already fat don't eat so much' an-" he couldnt finish he just huged me crying into my sholder "let it out it's ok."i wisper.
After he cried his heart out i had to go out of the room bc it was his moms time to visit him.
I walk out of the room and i see his dad?!  "what happe-" he looks at me "what are you doing here!" he yells comeing straight twords me pining me to the wall,tsireya and her mom tried to stop him but he wouldnt lisen
"did you do that to him?!" - he yells louder
"no i did not you actually did" i push his hand off of me.
But bifore i could get away he slaps me "HOW DARE YOU TELL ME THAT" that was it i've had enough "YOU WANNA NOW HOW I WILL TELL YOU HOW HE CUTS HIMSELF BC OF YOU HE STARVED HIMSELF BC OF YOU AND IF YOU REALLY WANNA KNOW WHAT YOU FUCKING DID YOU DIDN'T ACCEPT HIM FOR WHO HE IS I HOPE YOUR HOMOFOBIC ASS IS HAPPY NOW" i push past him exiting the hospital.