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Love yourself (Quacknap)

Thank you so much @Ray550232 for this request! <3

Cw- Trans ftm Sap <3, angst :<, he's very insecure

Sapnap stood in the mirror while Quackity was out shopping. It was 7 pm, dark outside and he was beating himself up over how he looked. He still looked too feminine to be comfortable with himself. He looked himself up and down counting every inch of himself that he considered ugly. He thought about how Quackity looked so masculine but Sapnap didn't. He was jealous as he looked at other boys and wished that he were like them. His figure was too small and slim. He looked weak. His hair was getting long again and he didn't like it.

He ran his hands over his waist, too slim to belong to a boy. Even people in stores or restaurants stare at him, trying to question his gender silently. He felt a tear slide down his face but he quickly wiped it away. He ran his hands through his hair and felt how long it was getting. His eyes flickered over to the bathroom cupboard that was left open and stared at a small pair of scissors.

As Sapnap debated whether he should cut his hair himself he heard the front door open. "Darling! I'm home! We can make muffins now!" The duck yelled, making sure his boyfriend knew he was home. Sapnap wiped his face and walked out of the bathroom. He made his way to the kitchen and hugged his lover, acting like nothing bothered him a bit.

He felt how his binder pressed against Quackity's back as he hugged the other from behind and Quackity chuckled, turning around and hugging the boy. "I missed you" Sapnap mumbled into Quackitys hoodie. Quackity let go of the hug and turned to start preparing things for the muffins.

"What have you been up to?" Quackity asked, but it sounded like static to Sapnap as he stared at Quackity. He looked at his chest and shoulders and thought about how he could never look like that. He'll never be able to look that good. Once Quackity didn't get a response, he turned around to see Sapnap zoned out with slight tears in his eyes.

Quackity cupped his cheeks and looked at him with concern. "What's wrong?" Quackity asked and Sapnap just dug his head into his lover's shoulder. "I hate myself" he muttered almost inaudibly. Quackity heard it and his heart shattered. He brought his lover to the bedroom and made him look in the mirror.

"Your perfect! What could you possibly hate about yourself?!" Quackity exclaimed dramatically. Sapnap sobbed. "I hate everything. I hate how long my hair gets within such a small amount of time, I hate how chubby my face looks and small my waist is. I hate how feminine I look! I just wanna look more like you!" He started yelling as he cried and sobbed. Quackity Hugged him tightly and pressed a kiss to the top of his head.

"You look perfect. You shouldn't wanna look more like me because then it would be like I'm dating my twin. And that's just honking weird, ya know?" He joked, trying to lighten the mood. It seemed to work because a small laugh came out of Sapnap.

"Can you cut my hair?" He asked, his voice cracking slightly and Quackity nodded. He grabbed some scissors and put Sapnap in a chair. Quackity carefully cut the boys hair to the length that felt okay to Spanap and after he was done he swung the boy over his shoulder and carried him to  the bed. Quackity flopped the boy down and quickly attacked him with tickled and kisses. "Say your the most handsome boy ever!" Quackity yelled laughing as he watched his lover giggled and squirm with the tickles and kisses.

"Say it!" Quackity yelled again, pressing kisses all over the boy's face. "I-i haha! I'm th-the most- ha! H-handsome boy e-ever" he said giggling and as Quackity stopped he flipped them over and laced his head down on Quackity's chest, listening to his heartbeat.

"I love you so so much, Q" he mumbled and Quackity started humming "you are my sunshine" as to say it back. Sapnap giggled and soon the beat of Quackitys heart and the soft humming led him to a deep, happy sleep.

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I'm absolutely obsessed with the Qsmp and Tallulah is the only thing keeping me awake during the day! I love her so much! What if I wrote a book about Wilbur and Tallulah? Or just the Qsmp in general? Who wants to see that?