𝐍𝐎𝐑𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐑𝐍 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑──𝘣𝘶𝘯𝘨𝘰 𝘴𝘵𝘳𝘢𝘺 𝘥𝘰𝘨𝘴

𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐥𝐨𝐠𝐮𝐞

best to read on : black or dark page color , lowest size(idk) , source sans pro font

a/n: this fanfiction was to attempt to cure my mind of ai's death, because i cried so hard. pls her 'i love you. ah, i finally said it. i'm sorry it took so long' to aqua and ruby crushed my heart i sobbed way more than normal. one more a/n at the end.

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How did this happen?

I was simply camping out in a famous tourist spot as a break from watching anime and being stuck in my messy and unclean room. The sky was clear with no clouds there to block the view of the thousand stars scattered across the dark sky.

A man approached me, then stabbed me in the stomach. He gave me a wicked smile, then stole my money and other valuable things that I had. He walks away casually, as if nothing has happened— me dying in the corner.

Now that I think of it, there was a man in the news targeting tourists in famous tourist spots. I guess he mistook me for one. This is exactly why I hate going out.

I haven't even watched the fourth season of Bungo Stray Dogs. I thought. Indeed I have read the manga but seeing it in the anime is also worth a shot. I heard they changed the Hunting Dogs uniform from green to red. I wonder why..

Oh how funny, thinking of watching an anime while I die.

Looking up to the sky, I see the stars shining. What caught my eye was a six-pointed star.

It's bigger than the rest of the stars, and as well shining the most light. That made me think of an anime.

Oshi No Ko.

A very beautiful yet depressing story. Now that I look at that bright star again, it reminded me of Ai Hoshino, and as well as her two children, Ruby and Aqua. But if I were to be honest, I'm more reminded of Ai.

Beautiful eyes with pupils shaped like the northern star. It shines so brightly it seems that no other star can compete against its radiant light. It's like Ai, shining so brightly in the stage she performs, out-doing the other B-Komachi members. Quite sad she had to die in the anime. Now I want to read the manga.

With my remaining energy left, I extended my arm, trying to reach out to the bright star. Of course I can't, but it seems the thought of me dying is leaving my mind. At least I'm dying happily, not in agony.

I put down my hands, still smiling at the star like a fool. "In my next life I better watch all of the episodes in an anime." I chuckled softly. "And perhaps the mangas and novels too."

That reminded me of some of the light novels from Bungo Stray Dogs. Dark Age, Fifteen Arc, Stormbringer, 55 Minutes, Beast, and Gaiden. Dark Age and Gaiden have to be my favorite among the rest.

How idiotic of me to think such things when I'm dying.

The star shines brightly, making my smile a tad bit wider, as if it wants the attention all to itself. I then raise up both arms, using my index and thumb to create a frame for the star. "Pret.. ty.." I mumbled with a smile, staring at the star. It seems to shine a bit brighter from my compliment, or perhaps that was my imagination.

"You know.." I started off, staring at the star above. "I wish I had Ai's eyes. A beautiful and bright star than never loses its light." I dropped my arms as my strength slowly fades away. I close my eyes, and I can even see the same sky I stared at for minutes, even if it felt like hours, or even days.

Weakly opening my eyes once again, I see something bright slowly falling towards me. As it draws closer, I can clearly see the source of the blinding light.

It's a six-pointed star, seemingly made out of glass. For such a small object, it sure can radiant such a powerful glow. And I'm quite surprised that I can see the star made out of glass despite the bright light. 

For some odd reason, I feel calm. I didn't fear the sudden appearance of the star, but rather felt relaxed, or even feeling warmth from it. As someone who is introverted and lonely with no friends, I find the star's presence to comfort me.

"Hey there.." I weakly utter, a smile still on my face. Its glow seemed to decrease a bit, as if it wasn't trying to blind my eyes, being careful with my eyesight. "How kind of you to dim your light a bit. Don't worry, I can see you.. a bit properly.." I trail, as if the star that I'm talking to was an actual person.

"It's nice to have someone chat with me before I die." A grin appears on my face despite my bloody appearance.

"Sorry, my friend.." I said, an apologetic look on my face. "I believe my time has come.." I whispered sadly with a cheeky beam. With my last strength, I caged the small star inside my two palms. Through the small peek of my palms, I stared at the star. "You remind me of Ai's eyes.. Beautiful starry eyes that shine brightly."

"I wish.. I had those northern star eyes.." I mumbled out, feeling colder than before, eyes beginning to feel heavy and arms having little strength.

After saying my little 'wish', the caged star in my palms begins to emit a bright light. A weak and soft smile appears on my lips.

"Farewell, little friend.."

I let the light envelop me. And for whatever strange reason, the light felt like a hug to say farewell back to me.

𝘼𝙩 𝙡𝙚𝙖𝙨𝙩 𝙄 𝙙𝙞𝙙𝙣'𝙩 𝙛𝙚𝙚𝙡 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙘𝙤𝙡𝙙 𝙖𝙣𝙮𝙢𝙤𝙧𝙚.

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a/n: using oc instead of reader because.. i physically cannot. im more used to ocs and i just like- put my oc in the story and just change their name and appearance like an oc disguised as the reader. there's quite a backstory to my oc and it may differ to the readers likings. anyways enjoy.