⚠️: Once again, if you get triggered easily, read at ur own risk.
I couldn't sleep. No matter how hard I tried. It was now 2 AM. I kept wondering if Josh would be alright. I can't sleep without knowing he'll get out of this alive. I still hear his heart beating. But not as fast as a normal heart. A regular heart waits half a second or even less before beating again, his heart waits for one second. It hasn't stopped. And he's still breathing, I can tell from his chest moving up and down. But I'm still worried out of my mind.
I couldn't sleep, but Josh was deep asleep. I don't care if it takes me all night to sleep, I won't be able to sleep til I know he's okay. I want to listen to his heartbeat, to see if it stops. Hopefully, it won't. If it does, I'll call the doctor immediately, obviously. Maybe that one device they use could fix his heart? I blame the fans.
I keep listening to his heart beat.
Bum.
Bum.
Bum.
Bum.
Okay, it keeps continuing. My eyes are getting heavy, but I will not sleep.
Bum.
Bum.
Bum.
Bum.
Stay awake.
Bum.
Bum.
Bum.
Bum.
Still awake. Eyes wide open.
Bum.
Bum.
Bum.
I'm awake.
Bum.
Bum.
Eyes open.
Bum.
Awake.
...
Wait... Where'd the beat go?
I put my ear closer to his body, if that's even possible. I don't hear nor feel anything. WHAT THE HELL?
I push the button several times, freaking out. The machine also starts to beat, Josh's chest slows down, he's not breathing!
"Help! DOCTOR PLEASE!" I scream, and a few seconds later, the lights turn on, I get off of Josh, "His heart stopped." I say, tears filling my eyes.
"We're on it!" says a guy, grabbing machines, and surrounding Josh, I can't see him, but I can hear the doctors.
"Check!" the machine beeps, "Once again!"
"Check!" the machine beeps again. Still nothing??
Oh my gosh. I'm so scared now! What happens if he dies? What if HSMTMTS is over, actually screw HSMTMTS, Josh is more important! What if Josh is gone? What if it's all my fault? Would Liv even care? WOULD ANYONE CARE? I know I would. I will always care for Josh.
Tears are now streaming down my face, and my hand is on my mouth out of fear.
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"Check!" the machine beeps, again, but this time, the alarm of the heart rate machine is different. I rush over to Josh, and right as I grab his hand, he jolts up breathing heavily.
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I'm Here For You
FanfictionY/n is a huge fan of Joshua Bassett, and she knows that he's going through a hard time because of Drivers License. It would be a great time if she could meet him someday and comfort him, proving to everyone that he isn't the monster everyone thinks...
