DECIMATE H.S

Worried

H.S

I wake up in Masie's bed.

I stayed with her because I felt like I should, considering she's my pregnant Fiancé.

I wake up around 3:00am, realising Masie ins't next to me.

What the fuck? Where is she?

I slide out of bed and find see her outside sitting at the glass table.

Is she-? No she can't be??

She's fucking smoking!?

What the fuck.

I slide the door open and smack the cigarette straight out of her fingers before she takes another drag.

"What the fuck is wrong with you?" I say, pissed.

"You never smoke?" I say, so confused.

"One smoke won't hurt it Harry" She says, going to light another one.

Wow what the fuck happened to her overnight?

"I don't fucking care, I say taking the unlit smoke from her too and squishing it. 

I grab the packet and throw it as far as I can in the wet weather.

Where did she even get a packet of smokes?

"This Is my child too" I say, cracking it even more.

"Why are you doing this?" I scrunch my face up, quite disgusted.

"I don't know. I'm stressed. I'm worried" She says, running her hand through her messy hair.

"What, do you not want to be a Mother or something?" I ask, sitting down.

"I just don't know how this is going to work when you literally run a gang, you're a club owner and we don't even live together. I just think this is going to be one big mess" she says.

"So you're worried about me. As usual" I say.

"Well Harry, you're not exactly cut out to be a good Father do you not agree?" She says, really triggering me.

"What's that supposed to mean?" I say.

"You've killed. You've done so many illegal things. I've nearly died multiple times because of you. People have come after me because of you. You've hit me. I've been shot. Want me to continue?" She says.

"No, not really. Look, I already told you what I've wanted my whole life. I've wanted a family. Nothing else. I am dropping all that shit for the chance to have a family. That shit Is literally all gone as far as I'm concerned" I admit.

"Can you ever really leave that lifestyle though? I don't think it just disappears" She says, sighing.

"I will make it disappear. It won't interfere or come one step near you or our child. I swear" I say, meaning it.

"I don't know" She sighs again.

"You have no faith in me do you" I ask.

"I do, just not everyone else. You're the leader of the gang, it's not easy for you to just drop out and stop people coming after you" 

"Watch me. Watch me stop it all" I say.

"No one will come near our property I promise. It'll be like Fort Knox" I say.

"Our property?" She asks.

"We'll we're obviously moving in together. It's not going to work if we don't" I explain.

"I'm not living at the club Harry. You'll have to move in here" She says.

"No, you're not living here either, people have been here for you before remember. We're getting our own house. Simple, okay?" I say.

"Alright" She nods.

"We in this together or what?" I go on.

"Yes" She nods.