When Shockwave's carrier died after giving birth to him, his sire blames him for his carrier death and neglect him. Even after he went to college, the neglection from his sire gets from bad to worst and after Shockwave's sire died in the war and he...
Shockwave looks down at himself as he wakes up in a new surroundings, he remembers it...The toture.. the pain, how he deserved to just be dead..His entire frame was damaged serverely but somehow he's still..alive? Why would anybody even bother to save him? He isn't special, he doesn't deserve being saved...
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(Imagine that's Shockwave but in his Cybertronian form)
He still remembers what those voices said, how devasted the ones that he cares about feel when they realize that he left them...just like how the others did to him and...to be honest, he won't be surprise if the Cons that he helped attempt to offline him, the scientist would ask them just to kill him already. He never deserves happy endings..those fairytail endings should be the Autobots endings, being happy and live in peace is what they deserved while Shockwave...he deserves ŃØÞHĮŃĞ, he shall never deserves the good things after all what he had done...But why? Why can't any Bots or even Megatron just offline him when they have the opportunity to do that? Do they want him to be alive? Do they want to see him suffers in pain and slowly lost his mentality? Or...they just don't care about that? Shockwave couldn't find the answer, illogical..He should have the answer to those questions long time ago, but..he don't know.
"Hey, you're awake.." Ultra Magnus mutters, not wanting to startled Shockwave.
"Where's Ratchet? Shouldn't he be in the med-bay?" Shockwave asks, his voice is still hoarse.
"He's outside, dealing with Wheeljack and his pranks..Here." Magnus helps Shockwave to injects the energon into his neck cables.
"...Thanks..I guess?" Shockwave says in an awkward tone, he is definitely not the best at social skills if Magnus is being honest.
"We can use our holoforms if you want.." Magnus suggests.
"Oh..then alright." Shockwave says as he turns into his holoform, along with Magnus.
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Silence soon fills the med-bay, Magnus looks down at the floor then at Shockwave. In these types of situations, the Autobot first lieutenant clearly don't know what to do, he's not Optimus the FRAGGING Prime, he is clearly and defintely not the Bot who comforts others to make them feel okay or comfortable but...he shall try his best with Shockwave. Because of the fact that Optimus is currently with Arcee, Bulkhead, Smokescreen, Ratchet ane Bumblebee outside of the med-bay, Ultra Magnus was the only one who quite understand Shockwave cause they have similiar traits in their past. While Shockwave being neglected in his past, Ultra Magnus was an sparkling who was accidentally borned in an one-night stand event and then the Autobot first lieutenant's carrier left him at his sire's place when he was just 5. Magnus's life at there was a living hell, he was abused in both physical and mental ways by his so-called sire. So...Magnus sees himself in the past in Shockwave, as well as the scientist sees himself in the Autobot first lieutenant.
"We all have shitty creators and family issues, don't we?" Magnus chuckles, trying to lighten up the mood.
"Logical.." Shockwave replies with sacrsm in his tone.
Unknown to the duo, Optimus and the rest of the Autobots are standing at the entrance of the med-bay. Ratchet, Bumblebee and Optimus are grateful that Ultra Magnus and Shockwave could get along so well, while Wheeljack, Arcee and Bulkhead are glaring at Shockwave as if they're telling him that 'Try to do anything suspicious then we will personally kill you' but they quickly stops glaring at Shockwave when Ratchet slowly but steady, raises his trusty wrench at them.
