The Association- Supernatural AU -DISCONTINUED-

Living In The State Of Depression

Louis POV

I saw Eve's door slam and I ran up to it. "Eve, we need to talk." I slammed my fists into her door. "You think I'm talking to you, you fucking murderer?!" She shouted at me from behind the door. "Eve, let me in, we have to talk about this!" She didn't answer me, but Wardman came down the hall, everyone trailing behind him. "How come I didn't know about this?" He asked me sternly. "Because I didn't even know it was her until yesterday! It was a century ago, you expect me to remember just like that?! And how the hell am I supposed to tell you?! Oh yeah, Dr. Wardman by the way I let my friends kill Eve last century!" I shouted back. Eve's door swung open. She grabbed me by the collar and pulled me down the stairs and outside. She threw me on the ground, anger flaming in her eyes. "I can't believe you! You knew exactly what you had done and you hadn't even tried to tell me!" Eve screamed. "What was I supposed to say?! We'd formed a small friendship and I really didn't want to ruin that!" She looked about ready to cry. "You ruined my life!" Eve slapped me really hard and turned around, not being able to look at me anymore. "You didn't even try to do anything about it! You just stood there like a complete fucking idiot!" She slapped me once more before running back to the mansion. I stayed on the ground, not having the will or energy to move. Eve is completely right, I am so disgusted with myself.

Eve POV

Tears ran down my face as I made my way back to the mansion. I swung open the doors, causing them to slam shut. "What did you do?" Wardman asked me as I ran upstairs. I didn't bother to answer him. "I hope you're happy Ed!" I screamed before slamming my door and falling onto my bed. I screamed and cried into my pillow, I felt like absolute shit. How could I trust someone like that? Could I really be that stupid? I pulled the covers over my head and brought my knees up to my chest. This felt like a repeat after I had seen my funeral and learned I'd be like this forever. I'd escaped depression, but I'm not too sure this time.

Niall POV

Eve didn't come down for dinner that night. I couldn't imagine how she felt, let alone Louis. He didn't come inside for hours, he just stayed out there, lying in the grass. Ed and Jade didn't look nearly as happy as they did at first. Jade sat next to me instead of Louis because she was a bit afraid of him. He just sat there, pushing food around with his fork. I knew Taylor was started to be genuinely worried about him. She thought of him as a younger brother and I knew it hurt her to see him like this. Especially since we all heard her and Harry's conversation upstairs last night. I ate the last bite of my steak and looked around, everyone had somewhat sad expressions on their faces. Eve and Louis getting along brought a bit of joy to the group and now that it's gone, the room just feels sort of empty. Wardman got up and ran upstairs. I think we all thought he was going to talk to Eve, but he passed her room and went towards the library. Huh, I wonder what he's doing. Once we all finished, we all just stayed in our rooms for the rest of the night. Everything was quiet and the atmosphere felt...sad. Lonely, even. I sat on my laptop until my door opened and Jade walked in. Inhadn't even noticed how fit she was until now. Oh my god, what is wrong with me. "I need you to talk to Louis." She told me. "Why me? Why can't you do it?" I asked, not even looking up at her. "Because he doesn't want to talk to me right now and Taylor feels too guilty to do it. Plus, you're a guy and he can talk to you about things he wouldn't be able to mention around me or Taylor." She explained. I rolled my eyes, but gave in. "Fine." I agreed closing my laptop and getting up. "Thanks Niall." I nodded and walked to Louis' door. I knocked, there was no response so I turned the knob. "Louis?" I said, seeing nothing in the dark room. I switched on a lamp and pulled his covers back. "Louis?" I repeated. His eyes were open and he was breathing, so we're good there. I've just got to get him to talk. "Hey mate, what's wrong?" I asked as sincerely as possible. "I screwes up Niall." He spoke barely above a whisper. "No you didn't." I protested. "Yes I did! I should've told her sooner so she didn't have to find out that way." Louis defended. "Look mate, you've got to stop getting yourself down. It'll all be better soon. Maybe you're even better without her." Louis closed his eyes. "So I've been told." He whispered. I'm really shit at this talking thing, aren't I? "Come on, you can't stay in bed forever." I tried. "That's argueable." I felt bad for him, but I was tired and this was going nowhere. I'm gonna get someone else to talk to you 'cause this is going nowhere." I told Louis, he nodded. I left his room and went to Jade next door. "Get Liam or Justin to talk to him because I failed miserably. Jade followed me out her door. "But you did try right?" She complained. I stood in my doorway. "Yes, but I suck at that talking thing." She smiled a bit. "I'll find someone else to do it, but thanks for trying." She smiled at me and I closed my door.