jiara🤍

"its not that easy"

KIES POV
No one knows but i've been really struggling i keep having nightmares of what renfeild did to me and when i was kidnapped before that and spiked.I couldn't deal with it anymore and i...started cutting again.I've been wearing jjs jumpers .I think he's started to suspect it tho.It's been 3 weeks since i started again.I was sitting in the kitchen with john b sarah and jj was standing behind me with his arms wrapped around me.Pope and cleo were coming back to visit today.Only for today tho because they start school soon."what do u guys want?"john b said grabbing cereal boxes out of the cupboard."i'm not hungry"i say.JJ started rubbing my arms and it started to really hurt.I flinched and moved my arm and he let go.Shit he knows

JJS POV
I've noticed that kiaras been wearing jumpers a lot and not really showing her arms.She's had such a hard time recently."what do u guys want"john b said.Kiara looked down at the table."i'm not hungry"she replied.I started rubbing her arms and i noticed she flinched and moved her arm away.I let go of her.She's been doing it again

KIES POV
After breakfast,jj walked off into his room.John b gave me a weird look and i followed him to his room."jayj?"i said opening the door.He was getting dressed."hey"he said not looking up at me .I walked over to him and wrapped my arms around him.He didn't hug me back. "jj why won't you hug me?"i said not pulling away put looking up at him. "i don't wanna hurt you"he said looking into my eyes. "shit"i whispered "yeah"he replied.I let go of him and walked over to his bed and sat down. "you said you was gonna stop kie"he said walking over to me and putting his hands on my cheeks. "it's not that easy jj"i said moving his hands away. "is it just your arms?"he said
.I took a deep breath "my legs"i replied.He grabbed my arms gently and rolled the sleeves up.He gasped.It was worse than last time.He kissed my arms and rolled the sleeves back down.He looked up and grabbed my face.I smashed my lips into his taking him by surprise.He kissed me back and gently lowered me onto the bed.He started to kiss down to my neck leaving a hickey for sure.He took off the jumper.He kissed down my chest.He unbuttoned my shorts with his teeth and i slid them off.He kissed my cuts between my thighs.He spread my legs open and kisses my inner thigh where my scars weren't.He left a hickey.He came back up to my lips and kissed me slowly.

Me and jj was laying in jjs room when we heard pope and cleo come through the door.Jj kissed my forehead.We both got up and went to see them.I hugged them both and we all sat in the living room.I was sat on jjs lap."do you guys wanna go skinny dipping"i said.i was a bit tipsy but so was everyone else.It was taking my mind off my problems. "i'm down"jj said.Me and jj were the first ones out we took off our clothes leaving u in our underwear and ran into the lake.Everyone followed.We played around in the lake for 10 minutes.We all got out and it was freezing cold.JJ wrapped his arms around me bc i was shivering.I'd sobered up a bit and realised my arms were completely exposed.they started to sting i looked down and they were bleeding all over jjs chest where my arms where rested."shit jj"i whispered.He looked down and saw me.He picked me up bridal style and jumped back into the water with me. "wtf!"i shouted
"it's all i could think off"he whispered
"yeah we're gonna stay here for a bit we will meet y'all back inside later"jj said.everyone picked up there clothes.When we heard the door shut we both got out jj wrapped his shirt around me and we walked back into the chateau.When we walked in everyone was sitting in silence. "what's up?"i asked curiously. "we got sent a tape from someone"pope said
"we'll play it"jj said
"dear bird,if your listening to this it means i failed,i need you to carry on for me,i'm sorry jj,that i ran away i sent in an anonymous video of that night i hope it's enough to get you out,i've been on a mission to find the lost treasure of el dorado.Everything you need to know is on the envelope.Good luck kids"