"i didnt have a choice baby"

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KIES POV

It's been 3 weeks since jjs death.It's the day of his funeral.Only the pogues we're invited to his funeral.We knew jj wouldn't want anyone else there
I was getting ready in his room
"Hey kie you ready?"-sarah
John b walked in behind her
"you look beautiful kie"-john b
"i can't do it guys"i said crying as they both ran up to me and hugged me,sarah was also crying.
We got into my car and john b drove us there.
I cried the whole time.
After the funeral we went back to the chateau and i went straight back to jjs room and broke down.
"pl-please come back to me"i said staring at a picture of him

JJS POV
I watched from afar and saw kiara breaking down in my room.I don't know how much longer i can keep doing this.I've visited her everyday.Rafe told me that if i don't fake my death then he will kill kiara,but rafe and barry are dead now,i don't understand what's stopping me from telling her,i thinks it's the fact that she might not ever forgive me.I watched as she was crying and shaking on the floor and i started to cry too.Sarah came into the room and comforted her.

KIES POV
It's been 3 days since jjs funeral.Everyone is trying so hard to help me but i just miss him so much.We got the news that rafe and barry were dead.The police found them with stab wounds
"Good"-i said
"kiara!"-pope
"kie he was still my brother"-sarah said crying
"look sarah i get that he was your brother but he killed my boyfriend,he killed your brother,not just your brother but the only person who would've protected us with his life.WHICH IS WHAT HE DID BTW HE GAVE HIMSELF UP TO RAFE AND BARRY SO YEAH IM GLAD THAT THEY'RE FUCKING DEAD BC IF IT WEREN'T FOR THEM ID STILL HAVE MY BOYFRIEND YOUD STILL HAVE YOUR BROTHER SARAH AND YOU WOULD STILL HAVE YOUR BESTFRIEND"i said crying and shouting
I ran to jjs room and locked the door
I got into one of jjs tops and fell asleep

JJS POV

Todays the day,today is the day i go back to my friends,my girlfriend,and my sister.

KIES POV
When i woke up i went to the kitchen and got a bottle of beer
"hey kie we're going surfing you wanna come?"-john b
"no thanks"-kie
"well we won't be back until late so don't go anywhere"-pope
I ignored him and walked outside to the hammock
I had a box of jjs stuff and i found a picture of us when we were younger I laughed at it then i stared at it for a second and i started to cry
The pictures she was looking at:

KIES POVWhen i woke up i went to the kitchen and got a bottle of beer "hey kie we're going surfing you wanna come?"-john b "no thanks"-kie "well we won't be back until late so don't go anywhere"-popeI ignored him and walked outside to the hammock ...

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As it got later i walked back inside and got my bikini on and headed outside to sit in the hot tub and drink some beer

"wow! all this for me?"

JJS POV
I saw kiara sitting in the hammock.I looked down at my phone and it was 6:10.Okay at 7 i'll go to her

I stared at my lockscreen until i heard her come back out in a bikini

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I stared at my lockscreen until i heard her come back out in a bikini.She got into the hot tub and started drinking a beer
"to jj"i heard her say
I couldn't hold it any more
"wow,all this for me?"-i said walking up to her

KIES POV
Once i saw jj my heart dropped.How could this be happening,he's dead we had a funeral for him,i mean it wasn't an open casket but still
"jj?"-i got out of the hot tub and ran up to him jumping into his arms.I started crying so hard and jj held me tighter.
I let go and pushed him back
"WHY WOULD YOU DO THIS TO ME"-kie
"i-i thought u were dead"
"why did you do this"
"i didn't have a choice baby"-jj
JJS POV
I explained everything to her and she started to cry i pulled her in and let her cry into my chest.Then it started to rain she pulled away and looked up at me and kissed me passionately before taking me to my bedroom.She straddled me on my bed and before i knew it we was both naked.I flipped her over so i was on top of her and i lined up with her entrance and pushed inside of her.
"fuck i missed you so much"-jj
Kiara giggled and started kissing my neck
After we'd finished we decided to go back outside and get into the hot tub into the rest of the pogues got back

Me and kie had a little party until we heard the pogues pull up.I went under the water and told kiara to get onto my shoulders
"hey kie you okay?"-john b
"yeah! guys get in!!"-kie
"no kie it's late"-sarah
JJ came up and lifted me up with him
"come on sarah stop being boring"i said laughing at everyone's face
I got out of the hot tub and my sister ran up to me and i hugged her tightly
"Oh shit"-jj
I walked over to john b and hugged him
I hugged pope and cleo
"come on guys get innnn"-kie
I explained everything to them and the rest of the night we were all partying and drinking
It got to 1am and everyone was very drunk
"Kiara tried walking along the top of the hot tub and she nearly fell
"alright babe,let's go"i said lifting her over my shoulder and carrying her to my room
"night guys"-jj
"goodnight!!"-everyone
"kiara say goodnight"-jj
"goodbye!"-kie
I laughed and layed her down on my bed
I got her out of her bikini and helped her put on one of my shirts.I tucked her in and kissed her forehead.She fell asleep instantly.I walked out to the living room and kissed sarah and cleo's cheek hugged john b and pope and said goodnight to everyone.
I walked back into my room and i layed down with kiara in my arms

I've missed this.

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