Drowning in thoughts

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"Yes I'm the president"

He said president thee actually president and he's not lying he 30 years old I mean I could look up all his information on google

"What!" I yelled

He smiles a big smile

Wait why did I scream I've never done that I would never raise my voice
I'm surprised by my own voice

"Darling are you surprised" he asks with his eyes furrowed

"I'm sorry I didn't mean to yell I don't know why I did, did I make you mad, I'm sorry if I did, I can make it up to you, oh that sound like I'm trying to, I'm sorry I know this sounds weird" I kept running my mouth I couldn't control it

I was experiencing a feeling which people nowadays call it 'nervous'
It's when you feel anxious

"Shuu darling your ok .... Is this a normal thing for you" he asks

"No I usually keep calm the doctors said i would eventually get my emotions back but it's been so long I just gave up" I say

He looks down at me with his pupils widened

"Well looks like your starting to open up" he states

I look down and I can feel myself going back to that emotionless person

"Well yea" I say

I open my book but he takes the books out my hands and lays on the bar table

"Darling thats rude to read when someone is talking to you" he states

I look at him

"May I please have my book back sir" I state

His eyebrows furrowed

I don't know what's happing it's like one moment I'm having emotions and the next I'm emotionless

He gave my books back and I went back to reading after a certain amount of time I closed my book and got up

"It was nice meeting you mr. President" I say
As soon as I said that he grabbed me by the neck and sat me back down.
He pulled close to his face my eyes are widened

What is this feeling in my stomach I feel weird

"Darling you were doing a phenomenal job at first but that dry emotion just now I will not condone that" he growls

His eyes were black but I could tell he wasn't angry more like he was ecstatic. He had a fire in his eyes that burned so brightly

"I'm sorry" I whined

My voice was strained and my heart beating intensely and my head was pounding and my legs were shivering

He let go of my neck

"Darling I forgive you only if you call me" he states

I picked my phone up and called his number that was on the card. his phone rang

"There now you have my number aswell" I smile

My eyes shot open
That was the first time I smiled in my life and it felt good

I packed my things and walked towards the door and looked back he was smiling at me
I continued to walk

***

Growl..........

My stomach wakes me up
I stretch feeling my bones pop and my heart beating waking me up as-well I open my eyes

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