I woke up
And the sky was grey
The sun was too hot
And it's cold in the shade
Misery is drowning me
I'm covered in blame
And feelings are like rain
On the windshield
I'm covered in shame
What I do oh god
Oh lord of the sky
Give me another day
Even if it's a lie
My mind is pulsing with troubles
I can't see at my sides
And I feel like I'm drifting
Carried away with the tides
Please save me
Please help me
Don't you notice I'm blind
All good things are shrouded
I think I'm losing my mind
I'm heavy
I'm empty
And today I'm even blind
I'm dripping
Hand me the tape
Let me cover my crimes
What did I do
What did I do
Can't you see that I'm trying
The voices are screaming at me
But least I'm trying
I'm sorry I can't do it
Even though I tried
I'm sorry you can't see
The thousand worries in my mind
I'm sorry I get stuck
With the simplest thing
I'm sorry that I'm flawed
And full of scratches to the brim
I'm sorry that I'm dripping
I'm sorry I bring
You and all others down
With my depression and things
I'm sorry that I can't relate to all that you think
I sorry that I can't become the thing
That you want me to be
I'm sorry
I'm sorry
I'm sorry I let you down
I'm sorry you got me who's not mentally sound
I'm sorry I make you feel bad
I'm sorry I cry
I'm sorry I can't always
Keep on living the lie
I'm sorry I'm aching
I'm sorry I lie
And I'm sorry that you can sometimes
See through those lies
I'm sorry I can't