Pain

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I woke up

And the sky was grey

The sun was too hot

And it's cold in the shade

Misery is drowning me

I'm covered in blame

And feelings are like rain

On the windshield

I'm covered in shame

What I do oh god

Oh lord of the sky

Give me another day

Even if it's a lie

My mind is pulsing with troubles

I can't see at my sides

And I feel like I'm drifting

Carried away with the tides

Please save me

Please help me

Don't you notice I'm blind

All good things are shrouded

I think I'm losing my mind

I'm heavy

I'm empty

And today I'm even blind

I'm dripping

Hand me the tape

Let me cover my crimes

What did I do

What did I do

Can't you see that I'm trying

The voices are screaming at me

But least I'm trying

I'm sorry I can't do it

Even though I tried

I'm sorry you can't see

The thousand worries in my mind

I'm sorry I get stuck

With the simplest thing

I'm sorry that I'm flawed

And full of scratches to the brim

I'm sorry that I'm dripping

I'm sorry I bring

You and all others down

With my depression and things

I'm sorry that I can't relate to all that you think

I sorry that I can't become the thing

That you want me to be

I'm sorry

I'm sorry

I'm sorry I let you down

I'm sorry you got me who's not mentally sound

I'm sorry I make you feel bad

I'm sorry I cry

I'm sorry I can't always

Keep on living the lie

I'm sorry I'm aching

I'm sorry I lie

And I'm sorry that you can sometimes

See through those lies

I'm sorry I can't

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