Once upon a time I cared
And caring now makes me scared
Caring ripped me apart
And left me at the start
And now I'm just feeling bare
Left with scars
Magnifying flaws
I tried to be normal
But I failed
Then I realized
Why am I bothering with flies
Nothing really matters
I don't need to sympathize
I gave them an option
I tried to comply
I wanted to be normal
Even if it was all lies
But they did what they do
And didn't even notice
Me building up walls
Without any creases
Sometimes I screamed and I yelled
And let out silent tears
I kept waiting for them to notice
And assuage my fears
But then I realized
Time and time again
No one cares about u
No one is you friend
Youve only got yourself
And she hates you
You've got nothing else
Just this box in this room
NF's got a mansion
And you've got a box
You're locked up in cardboard
But no one even knocks
Youve closed up all windows
And bolted the doors
Little by little
Youve built your own home
No one even noticed
And no one even cares
Whether or not
Youve stopped being there
Your blankness is spreading
Its covering all of you
There no joy or sorrow
Just the blankness in you
