My greatest wish is to disappear
To close my eyes and forget the fear
To erase all colors off the canvas
To return to the simpleness
Of emptiness
I wanna be blank again
I wanna be unscared
I wanna lose myself
To erase all my flaws
I wanna become nothing
I wanna be erased
I wanna give up
And start over the race
I wanna give up my place
At the very beginning
I wanna lose
So I can remain nothing
I regret my choices
What led me to this life
I loathe my existence
Wont something erase me
I waddle in delusions
Of happiness and friendship
Then I wake in agony
Crying in regrets
I long to disappear
To be erased from fear
I long to be nothing
And to go to nowhere
I wish to be forgotten
And to become the air
I don't wanna be a ghost
I just wanna sleep
Sleep without waking
Will be my only feat
Sometimes I'm in agony
Oh why do I exist
Sometimes I'm in pain
I just wanna drift
I don't wanna do anything
Not even live
I just wanna close my eyes
And become nothing
Fire turn me to ashes
Wind blow me away
Earh come swallow me
Water wash away my shame
