I wish I never met you!!! I hate you!! I hate that you hurt me and walk away like I wasn't anything. I FUCKING HATE YOU!!! I HATE YOU SO FUCKING MUCH, WHY ME????????? God why me!?!?
The hatred I have in my heart now towards you is infallible. I expected you to be different but you are just like the rest. You heard my story and still decided that I'm not worthy. I'm not enough. I'm great but just not great enough for you. Not great enough to want to work on your healing and still hold me close. To not ignore when I text. To not decide that you no longer want me. Like I am disposable. You wanted to date, but just no longer wanted me. Didn't want to give me a chance. Didn't want to choose me, not even once. Thanks to your selfishness and being so irresponsible, I'm stuck going thru this healing process all over again. You fucking broke me. You killed me. You made me hate. You showed me that you'd never fight for me or even love me. Or even choose me.
