My Letter To You

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My heart knows something that neither of us understand
Or even know
My soul feels something that we can't comprehend
And no matter how hard I try to shake you
I feel we are meant to be in the end
I've prayed that God take my feelings away
But when I least expect it
Something whispers "She's here to stay"
I often question why
Why because you don't feel this way
I'm nothing to you
But a distant memory
You're built to move on without a care
I'm built to question "why do I care"
"How do I dear to move forward"
I catch myself thinking of your arms
The soft feel of your lips on my forehead
I was safe with you
Every part of me
But the one thing you broke
I wish I could take back from you
Means you never wanted me
It's been two months
And my heart won't even dare
It won't let you go
I'm angry it's holding you there
I'm tired of the tears
I'm tired of missing you
I knew you were mine the day we met
I don't know how but you came in and captured me with little effort
I'm tired of this love
For it leaves me crippled
Paralyzed
I'm tired of looking in the mirror and seeing nothing
The nothing you left behind
Walked away from
I meant nothing to you
Just a distant memory
But the more I try to shake you
I hear something whisper "she's here to stay"

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