"HOW LONG HAS SHE BEEN STANDING THERE?!"
I was freaking out, inside and out. Mom put her hands down and sighed.
"Jax..." It went silent. Both Eli and I looked over to her, eyes wide. She looked like she was having troubles with whatever it was she was trying to say.
"Jax... I'm sorry..." I didn't think my eyes could get any wider than what they already were. Also, I think my heart was stopping. What. The fuck?!
"I'm sorry for the way I've been acting. I have no excuse for the way I treated you and for the things I said. I just don't want to lose you or your brother. I thought I was doing the right thing, I guess. Obviously, I wasn't."
She walked towards us and bent down, grabbing my hand and Eli's hand, and put them together. "Be you. If this is what you want, go for it. I don't care what you do, who you like, who you have over. None of matters anymore. I want you to be you."
I looked at Eli who turned to look at me. I smiled and looked back to mom. "I will support you no matter what."
She smiled, little tears in her eyes. "Mom..." I felt the tears in my eyes, welling to the surface.
Mom's never said anything like this before. Not even to James! That I know of, I guess. It was strange, but it felt good. Ever since I was little, nothing was good enough. Everything I did was wrong.
"Jax, I, love you."
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Not Meant To Be
Teen FictionJax doesn't get along with his brother or his mom. Who is this new guy and why does he want to have sex with Jax so bad? Who's Jenna and why does Jax know her? Does Jax end up with this new guy? And do we reveal who Jenna is?? Do Jax and his family...