"Jax. I want you." I bit my lip. "I want you too."
WHAT?! Never in my life had I ever felt like this!! I've never had sex first of all, nor have I ever thought about it! What was I doing?!
Before I could process what to do or say, Eli was standing in front of me, slowly and gently pushing me onto my back. I didn't know what to do. I was nervous, scared, and embarrassed as Eli unbuttoned my jeans and started sliding them off.
Without thinking, I grabbed his hands. He looked to me. "Eli." I whispered, my voice quivering. He sat down and looked at me, holding my hands in his. "We don't have to if-" I wasn't going to let him finish, because I wanted to.
"It's not that I don't want to." I took a deep breath and sat up. "I've never, had sex before." I whispered, feeling ashamed of myself. How fucking old are you?! And you haven't had sex?! Grow up!
Eli chuckled. "Don't worry about it, silly." He let go of my hands and finished sliding my pants off. "I'll help you through it. Ok?" He looked at me with a smile. I couldn't do anything but feel embarrassed.
"Ok." I whispered. I reached to take my shirt off, but Eli's hands stopped me and did it for me. He gently pulled my shirt over my head, leaving me sitting there in my boxers. I watched as he took his own shirt off, tossing it next to mine on the floor.
I sat in awe, my eyes tracing his perfect chest, his amazing abs, and even further down. Eli unbuttoned his jeans and pulled them off, leaving them on the floor. He then climbed onto the bed and before I knew it, his face was almost touching mine.
"Jax, if you want me to stop," He paused and smirked. "You're gonna have to beg."
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Not Meant To Be
Teen FictionJax doesn't get along with his brother or his mom. Who is this new guy and why does he want to have sex with Jax so bad? Who's Jenna and why does Jax know her? Does Jax end up with this new guy? And do we reveal who Jenna is?? Do Jax and his family...
