The silence in my heart!

Chapter 1

Picture of amber at the top.

Here I am at my grandma's house bored as fuck. I still couldn't believe what had happened, the only time I actually feel free is at school so you know ion miss a day. Sometimes I find myself thinking of Lil Tootie, daily wishing he could some how save me from this hell hole. I find myself wondering what can i do to get out of this bullshit. I hate Kaliya for this. That bitch never gets in trouble just me. Wait. Why I am i talking to my self ? Snapping out my thoughts when my grandma called my name.

"Amber come here "

"Yea grandma ?"

"Watch your sister while i go to the store.''

"Ok''

''Dont even touch grandma phone if you do ima tell it .'' my sister says playing with her toys.

"Girl get out my face before i smack you '' I roll my eyes.

Hmmm her phone is here maybe i can call Lil Tootie .

(Ringing) . Hello'' , ?

Who  is this ? ''

It's  me  Amber.''

Hey ma you good ? ''

"No '' , tears started to form I gotta stay with my grandma my mom put me out and took my phone.''

"Damn ma sorry to hear that aye look i'll give you a phone at school tomar ok ?"

"Thank you so much i gotta go my grandma coming .''

(end of phone call)

''I went back to my room thinking about everything  that happened to me I'm so stressed man i'm just bout to take a nap.(falls asleep).

(''Alarm goes off'')

Time to go to school. I said  out loud well it's about time. I got up and did my morning duty then off to school. I walked into Boardway high I hated this school to death full of mess and low education. I got disgusted by the sight of entering the building.

"Hey , Amber I'm so sorry for what I did I know I should'nt have told you to come with me I just didnt wanna go alone but I ended up getting you into trouble I know this dont make up for nothing I've done to you but I'm sorry I truly am can you please forgive me ?'' She pleaded.

'Bitch  I was there for you through alot of your foolish ass drama with your mother not caring yo auntie putting yo buisness out yo dad raping you and yet you still get me into trouble and I'm always there for you. ''why ?'' , do I keep putting up with yo bullshit I dont know I thought you was my real friend but when I go in trouble you could have told my mom the truth instead you watch me get beat and put out.'' Unlike  ,  you I do have people that care for me you fucked up my trust and my life its my fault for going with yo dumb ass dont say shit else to me . ''(She stood there looking sad but ain give a fuck).

'How, could you throw that in my face you know how my life is why would you do that to me ?''  Walks off crying.

She really thinks I care about her tears ? Nope.

'Hey  lil mama why you dogging her like that I know she did you wrong but thats yo friend you cant stay mad at her for some that she didnt know was gone happen but look here's the phone dont get caught on it hit my line later ma.'' He says trying to walk off

"Wait  Lil Tootie so you think I'm to hard on her ? '' I mean yea she's my only friend but damn how many chances can you give somebody like her she's always getting me into trouble i just cant keep letting her mess up my life.'' I said shyly