Who Are You [Complete]

50. Is it cheating?

Becky POV

Both Freen and Preed has went out to meet their father.

Nam is being weirdly cold and distant to me, I tried to confront her but she just avoided the conversation reasoning that we have work to do.

I tossed and turned in my bed, my mind racing with conflicting thoughts and emotions. Yesterday had been a whirlwind of unexpected events and revelations. Freen here in this time is same as my Freen from the future. It's both confusing and weird.

As I lay there in the darkness, my thoughts kept circling back to the moment when Freen and I shared that unexpected kiss. It had taken me by surprise, and in that brief moment, it felt like time stood still. I don't know what took over me, I miss my Freen, my love so much. But was it right? Was I betraying my Freen, the Freen I had known all my life?

I wrestled with the concept of cheating. After all, Freen from the future was still Freen, just without our shared memories of the years we had spent together. But did that make it any less complicated? I couldn't help but question the ethics of my actions.

As the night stretched on, I realized I needed to have an open and honest conversation with Freen. I need to clarify my feelings and seek understanding. The weight of my confusion was becoming unbearable, and I knew that keeping it all bottled up would only lead to more pain and confusion.

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Next morning....

Disappointment washed over me as I stood outside Freen's empty room. I had been eagerly looking forward to talking to her about the events of yesterday, seeking her perspective and understanding. But now, I was left with an empty room and a sinking feeling in my chest.

Nam appeared and informed me that Freen hadn't returned home last night. My heart sank even further upon hearing this news. It seemed that both Freen and Preed, were attending a business event with their father, leaving me with no immediate opportunity to have the conversation I so desperately desired.

We returned to Chakimha mansion, after receiving the news that the Chakimhas, , would be returning next week. A sense of frustration washed over me as I realized I would have to wait even longer to talk to Freen about everything that had transpired.

I couldn't help but lament the lack of mobile phones in the year 2000. If we had access to instant communication, I could have reached out to Freen directly and discussed the situation. 

The waiting game felt unbearable, and I yearned for a more immediate means of connecting with her. Until Freen is back, I resolved to find ways to occupy myself and distract my restless mind.

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A

s the week dragged on, my yearning for Freen intensified. The absence of her presence weighed heavily on my heart, leaving a void that seemed impossible to fill.

Nam remained cold and distant, exacerbating my feelings of loneliness and confusion.

In the midst of this emotional turmoil, I received a telephone call from Preed. He is still very adamant to continue courting me. I know that I asked time from Preed, but at that time I didn't knew about this reincarnation thing, and I didn't knew that Freen also liked me.

I decided it is necessary to clear things up with Preed in person when he is back to avoid any misunderstandings.

I chuckled at the memory of the day Freen got jealous at the sight of Preed and me holding hands. It was amusing to think back on her misconstrued perception of our relationship.

While I appreciate Preed's interest in me, I know that my heart belong to Freen. Despite the confusion and absence, my feelings for her remained steadfast. I wanted to convey this to Preed honestly and ensure that there were no false expectations or misunderstandings between us.

I will clear this with Preed that I like him just as friends once he is back.