"BROTHER GET UP LAZY BONES! ITS TIME TO START OUR DAY!"
The spirit shouted cheerfully, slowly fazing through the walls
A cheery smile on his mon existent lips as he phased through the door to wake up his brother
Immediately freezing on the spot, eye sockets wide as he saw the tornado of a mess
Far more ruined then what it was last time
"SANS?"
He questioned a bit more softly, moving to the bundle on the bed
Had his brother had a nightmare? Would the other be in shambles sobbing softly in his sleep? Was his brother sick?
Did he have a magical accident because he suddenly started taking the pills again?
Papyrus frowned immediately
Magic gathering in his hands as he lightly shook the pile of sheets
He could feel the ball tense from underneath
"SANS? DO YOU NEED MEDICINE? WATER? A HUG?"
He asked, tugging at the edges to unravel the ball, there was a shaky breathy chuckle as the let out a soft sob
He looked so.. exhausted
"your real.."
And that just Cracked Papyrus SOUL in two-
His brother was hurting
His brother was hurting
His brother was hurting because Papyrus was too busy to check in during the nights because he selfishly wanted to take care of things-
He had to remember- his brother was very unstable and just one single day of him being back wouldn't fix anything
Stupid
Stupid
STUPID!!
How could he be so dense?!
"OH SANS..."
He spoke softly, moving to hold the sobbing skeletons face, placing their skulls together as he let out a soft non existent sigh
Why did he sigh?
Would the other think he was tired of him?
It was such a stupid and selfish thing to do-
The other probably thought Papyrus thought of him as a bother!
Stupid
Stupid!
Stupid!
"MAYBE IT WOULD BE BEST FOR ME TO START STAYING IN YOUR ROOM FOR A BIT"
He suggested, gently petting the oldest Brothers skull in a calm loving manner
Focus
Don't wallow in your self
Your brother deserves better-
"IT WILL BE FUN! LIKE A SLEEPOVER! WE CAN TALK ABOUT OUT DAY! I CAN PAINT YOU NAILS! WE CAN GRAB ALPHYS TV AND WATCH ALL OF HER COOL HUMAN ANIME!"
He began to list off excitedly without leaving much protest
He knew his brother would try- and Papyrus loves and Respects his brother- he really does-
But he feels as if this was for the best- Sans needed this little bit of support
Selfish...
Why did he feel so selfish?
And Papyrus would be the one to give him it
"WE'RE GOING TO HAVE SO MUCH FUN NYEHEHEHE!"
He began flying around the room, picking up items, putting them in their place, rambling his jaw off about different ideas that he had for them to do
Anything that could possibly distract Sans from any guilt and any darker thoughts
"so-sounds good paps..."
The skeleton finally mustered up a weary smile, eyelights a bit shaky but he was dark more relaxed and the tears hand long since dried out by now
You need to do better
"BUT OF COURSE! THE GREAT PAPYRUS CAME UP WITH IT AFTER ALL!"
He grinned brightly at his brother
He was the pillar of light he couldn't falter now
"NOW COME! WE ABSOLUTELY MUST PREPARE SNACKS AND FUN ACTIVITIES FOR OUR SLEEPOVER!"
He said cheerfully
Not letting the other see the hollow smile and overwhelming guilt that crushed his very spiritual form
He needed to be a better brother and help the older skeleton
Sans Needed him
Sans NEEDED a pillar
But... could Papyrus really be that puller...?
Did he really have a choice in the matter?
How selfish to think that he didn't want this role...
He had started this role in the first place-
Why was he backing out now?
Papyrus shivered
Blinking down at his hands as they trembled
Having since long left his brother to 'prepare' by souring out times for their sleepovers
There was no time to feel bad for himself and guilt trip his own mind-
When had these thoughts started? Why where they so harsh..?
'Papyrus' frowned
Clenching his gloved hands as he moved
Just get the DVD's from Alphys's Lab
Just get them-
And have a nice night with his brother-
That's all he needed to do-
That's all...
Papyrus feels exhausted . . .
Hiiiiiiiiii it's been a bit! Sorry guys!
I hope everyone has been enjoying the book- sorry it's been so long I always feel guilty posting a chapter Bc of the length it takes with such little results- 😓
But either way I know people enjoy this book and it's stories just like me!
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