chapter 1 - his eyes .. (slight nsfw)

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hope you enjoy this chapter please do give feedback of what i could inprove on as a first time writer.
Also time references are so past experiences are ( -o- ) & change of the scene are ( ~o~ )

the lights flashed - photographers ; in otherwords paparazzi, the thing i hated the most the overstimulating lights in your face as soon as you leave a building.
you stood next to eren and mikasa , his emerald eyes shined as the light from the cameras hit them shining , burning ..

eren would turn to me as we'd get into the limo .

"ladies first" he'd say with that stupid cheesy grin on his face his arm opened out signiling me into the vehicle

"why thank you good sir"
i'd say smiling back getting into the vehicle his eyes locked to me , the way id glide into the car admiring the grooves and indents in my body .. not in a sexual way just he loves focusing on the little details .. the way theres a birthmark on the back of my neck to the freckles on my nose.. the little things .

-o-

when I was little id always wanted to be a "superstar" or a popstar. I loved Barbie movies everything about them was so .. well it was everything I dreamed of...

"y/n? Earth to y/n?"
my mother would say as id speak her hand waving in my face. I was 10 at the time so my concentration skills weren't great

"hm? Yes, mummy?" I'd say my focus was directed back on my mother as she would give me a warm smile

"Just wanted to know what you wanted for dinner baby? Anything in particular.." she'd say her tone of voice soft .. it was always too comforting to hear mamas voice

"ill eat anything mama" I'd give her a sweet little innocent smile

i was 10

-o-


Eren would be quickly ripping the marron dress off my body, and we'd be pissed and clueless we just let our minds and hands roam each other; he'd admire me eren wasn't one to just fuck a girl and leave & or pass out. he was the type of guy to admire you, touch you, breathe you.
my eyes locked on his. His hair up in a makeshift bun his hands would take me to sit on his lap
his eyes were narrow & you could see that he was drunk by the red dusting that lingered on his face
he'd leave wet sloppy kisses on my neck he'd breathe me in... holding my waist.

"y/n?" eren would say his eyes on me

"hm..?" id say back, a look of curiosity in my eyes did smile slightly

"May I..?" he'd be referring to stripping my bare to see every part of me .. he never wanted to be this type of guy but the alcohol was getting to him he was struggling to be decent enough to be respectful of you and not to be a douchebag

"of course" my tone of voice slurred slightly as he'd strip me bare a look of lust and love in his eyes he praised me he didn't look away in disgust he wanted to love every single imperfection.

after the drunken sex, I'd fall asleep in Eren's
arms as he'd stroke my back very gently his cologne roamed his skin, and everything was perfect our breathing matched the pace. his hands falling into the grooves of my back running his hand down my spine all threw the bumps of it.

~o~

The next morning Eren would be stroking his hands threw my hair watching me sleep the blinds shut so the hangover wouldn't be too bad when we woke up.
y/n's eyes would open her eyebrows furrowing slightly at the tension in her head.

"Morning beautiful.."
Eren would whisper he looked rough, and so did I.
his hair messy and his eyes there was a sort of purple under them indicating his sleep was poor.
why? why didn't this emerald eyes boy sleep..?

"Morning handsome.. what happened last night..?"
y/n would mention nothing coming to mind at the moment before seeing her bra at the end of the bed; the realisation hit her and her childhood co-star had sex.

"I- Yeager.. did we?"
y/n would say her eyes locked on his

"I think so I don't remember much of the actual sex, are you on the pill?" he'd say his voice concerned and he'd lick his lips wet

"mhm yeah I'm on the pill.." y/n would say.

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im ending this chapter mid convo i know that speaks negitvely as a writer but i have no ideas so if anyone can help ilysm <3

sincerely h 💋

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